Be a better human. This is something I try to do every day and I remind myself and tell myself every day be a better human. Stop reset be a better human. Reset. I was a fucking asshole when I was fat. that’s the truth. I had so much hate so much anger so much resentment because I was fat. And I brought it all on myself. All the tournament and keep shoving your face full of fat food because you don’t know any better. I took life flashing in front of my eyes for me to see what I had actually done. And that time years pass by and then you just notice it one day. You notice it but you try to correct it but it’s on correctable. Losing weight takes time. There is no one way to resolve the problem there’s no one way to fix the problem I can tell you 10 2030 different ways to do every thing and how to lose weight and all boils down to your daily nutrition and you just have to remind yourself to be a better human. It might not happen today next week might not even have them by February but I can guarantee you if you start now in January, come December you will ‘Be a better human’.
#throwbackthursday Years continue to pass by as my life is changing over and over, good, bad and something else I don’t know yet. These faces remain. These faces comfort me. I was raised to have respect for your parents, as I do. Siblings, as I do. Spouse as I do. I’m learning to find and respect myself. I’ve accomplished some outstanding great marvelous things within my life, Modesto in the last few years, I do have a hard time coping with and accepting it all still. It’s overwhelming somedays. I am trying to be a ‘normal’ human, meet me and you won’t believe how normal I appear compared to years ago. My head man... I do find happiness and comfort in familiar faces I know and love. This week has been one helluva rollercoaster. Hanging on for the ride again and again till my heart stops, always. ✌🏻😍😘😜🤞🏻✊🏻🙏🏻💋❤️ ..
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PARTS OF ME THAT ARE DIRTY & SLOPPY BUT I LIKE THAT JUST LIKE ALL THE OTGER PARTS OF MYSELF. .. ▫️ 05/14/14 RNY (Gastric Bypass) 06/26/15 Endoscope 07/12/16 Fleur De Lis Tummy Tuck 07/12/16 Muscle Repair 07/12/16 Umbilical Hernia Repair 07/12/16 Mastopexy 07/12/16 Breast Reduction 02/08/17 MPFL Replaced (Left Knee) 02/10/17 Emergency Foot Surgery (Right Foot) 03/29/17 Endoscope 05/26/17 Umbilical Hernia Revision 05/26/17 Belly Button Revision ..
Never settle for less than what drives your passion wild. Others will fail, don’t watch what others are doing, others will fly, don’t watch what others are doing, you are enough, so what if it isn’t perfect, life’s not, life’s a wild ride. Today is Monday, I dislike Mondays, but that’s ok, for Friday will be here soon enough. Do what makes YOU whole, drives your soul and makes you focus on your own goals. Keep on keeping on.