while yesterday was Summer Solstice 🌿NEW MOON IN CANCER is tomorrow 🌑🌘🌗🌖🌕🌔🌓🌒🌑 and I'm diving deep into these healing waters! I feel stagnant the last month. Stuck. Stressed out. Agitated. I turned 32 a couple weeks ago but instead of the excitement about another turn around the sun (real talk tho I love my 30's) this birthday I felt underwhelmed by how behind I conceive my life to be, how my bank account aint looking healthy as it should, the way I'm not nurturing & growing my relationships enough...
In a #tarot card meditation from @tatiannatarot earlier this week she pulled the Four of Cups card...whoa it kicked me in the gut!
"The 4 of Cups illustrates a woman who is in a daze, oblivious to what she has & what's currently being presented to her. She could be in a state of meditation or she could just aloof to her current situation, regardless, she needs to snap out of it. This can symbolize that you have been extremely pensive & not mindful of your state of emotions & present circumstances. It's beneficial to meditate but there's a difference between meditating, daydreaming & just distracting yourself from what you most need to do now. The 4 of Cups can show a sense of comfort & laziness with how things are, even if you've been asking for a shift or an answer. It could be that the universe has been presenting you with a solution that is directly in front of you, but because it's not arriving in the form that you expect, you're oblivious to its presence. Alternatively, you can be very well aware of this gift & too frightened or comfortable to take it. Work is required here in order for you to achieve what you're wishing for.....if you've been seeking a solution & projecting that possibility out there, periodically check out of that state of need & lift your vibration. It will arrive when you arrive to a state of welcoming."
settling in to what might be a boring and determined summer to get where I'm trying to be, in addition to the likeliness of moving out of state this summer and continuing my career elsewhere. a lot feels up in the air, and I'm bout to use all the 💧of this #NewMooninCancer to help me actualize my next steps