Regram from @theunmishable
DAY 6 of what im calling the Sharon Stone speed hump.( yes in my delirium i named my kidney stone) i mean we have to share the same home for the next 4-6 weeks, might as well be friends 😁 SS is tough, strong, determined, sassy and smart just like my infected kidney, the 9mm kidney stone and the most hideous infection I've had to date, talk about persistant, you may go away now FYI. Ive also had a little bug called ecoli just to add to the excitement. I'm brusied. I'm tired. I'm sore. I have also been a little scared because my doctor told me off and said people with this type of infection etc people "my age" have a high rate of dying. That i don't realise how lucky i am. Asked if i was a cat... i replied no, a cockroach! I've totally used up my 9 lives.. I've been a little quiet and a little crazy. I'm exhausted mentally and physically but i woke up this morning at 4am amd thought fuck it. The universe has a plan and i keep ignoring her. Today i am going to smile and radiate rainbows out of wherever they want to shine. Eyes. Butt. Bellybutton. Toes. Let it fucking shine 🤣 I am slowing down and getting back to basics. Those signs will no longer be ignored. The universe has my back and sometimes it gives me a big massive smackdown when i ignore her. I'm listening, the student is back ✌🏻 ps i got to go outside yesterday and it made me cry. The wind on my face, reminding me i am healing and that its all going to be all right. All you need is a little love and the self belief you are going to be ok. Now cross your fingers and hopefully i can get out of here this weekend! I have shit to do ( not actual shit ) like stuff. Dreams. Adventures. I miss the beach.