"Commercial modeling pays very well. It pays the best. Aside of fashion, it's the only modeling that is professional and classy. Agencies won't even consider you if you wait too long. The cut off start age is from 19-22. You now have fresh headshots u can walk into an agency with. If 5 agents say no, u have your answer. I don't know how a person goes from being so excited about something to completely diminishing it (as u did in the text) but I sure hope this isn't a result of yet another outside influence who's trying to break something up because that's what people in Hollywood do. Especially producers, directors, jealous girls and guys, etc..". This is life I live and breath.. appreciate and give myself... if you don't understand I understand...but I'll never stop writing my story. I'm done conforming. This is my story, my life and this is how I'm going to live and die for it.