3 Cs of Life : Choice, Chance, Change. You must choose to take a chance or nothing will change.
This week I have been through a rollercoaster ride with health issues and fearing where my health is at only 22 years of age.
Here I am bearing it all... Over the last two months my health has declined. I've lost a sense of who I am, I'm just simply not myself. I have no drive for anything that I love anymore.
I've had severe memory loss and slurred/scrambled speech, panic attacks, on the spot sweats, head aches and many many other things. It no longer feels like a coincidence that these are all appearing at the same time.
So with this I have sought Medical attention and I have a Brain MRI. Everything is telling me that there is something wrong, whether that be something really serious or something small and manageable. I hope that I have the strength and the poise to deal with whatever the out come is.
I am not ashamed of what I have had to do over the last week to look after myself, to keep my mental health in check and to make sure I don't burn out. Including taking some time off work even this early into a new exciting year.
However I'm so scared. I'm scared of not knowing what is wrong, where I am, why th I is happening and what the end result will be. I hope by the end of the week I will have some answer and maybe some clarity in order to move forward in 2019.
If anyone else is facing something similar know that your not alone. Everyone seems like a picture perfect human on the outside, but we are all facing something. I am here for you, whoever you are.
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