You can't be 20 on Sugar Mountain.
I've been feeling melancholy about turning 30. 29 was a difficult year for me because a lot of realizations have been made. My life is not on the track that I envisioned and turning 30 makes it feel like a frightening thing. It has been easy to overlook all the good things that 29 brought. Sugar Mountain is a song Neil Young wrote and to me it is about a reluctant acceptance of growing older. Things are not the same but that doesn't mean they're bad. Things are not how I expected but that doesn't mean it can't be good.