Any actors that follow me? I remember being an AWFUL actor in high school, and then one random day after I moved out on my own, something clicked where I was like "oh...acting is just like living honestly with my emotions and intentions"-- it changed the way I lived. Like, I've a focus on connecting with others, and collecting real moments of feeling which store for potential use for work.
I'm one of those people who can tap into any of the feelings by going in my head for a minute. Then once a camera is on me I can hyper focus and live in that feeling. It's really weird but it feels like a release, even though what I'm doing is re-living something I've held on to. Maybe it's like paying homage to past lives and thought patterns. It makes a lot of sense that the number one bit of advice for actors is to have a therapist.
This is a bts still from director @ogden3000 on set of a music video for @wildlingmusic that comes out this Friday!