This came up yesterday in a conversation with my brother @robfuckingbailey
I was telling him about a time in my life that my future was uncertain.... Every day, I faced the possibility that the next day could be my last. So as a result, each day I did everything that I wanted to do and everything that I felt I should do.... I took risks.. (not destructive ones)
Everyday I lived on 10, on max, I pushed the limits... I danced with fear daily, and absorbed it, breathed it in and used it as fucking fire.... I learned early in life that fear will either paralyze you or fuel you... I mastered using fear to my advantage, after all it's only energy... My bold and fearless disposition put me on a perpetual state of progression... Now, the things that I was dealing with back then, are no longer a factor and my future is not threatened with potential death, incarceration or any of the other demons that I had in my life.... but guess what.... I still live my life on 10... volume to the max.... Exploring any and all possibilities.... I don't even know what a comfort zone is anymore.... This gives me the most exciting life.... extremely fulfilling.... I touch on every emotion at the highest level.... happiness, anger, sadness, fear, it's all energy and it all makes me feel alive.... When you "stay in the house" or stay in your comfort zone, operate with a safety net, you ain't living.... you're just breathing.... fuck that.... live how you want to, but I'm just sharing my experience, and life and actually LIVING.
Anyway, fuck your comfort zone and do something scary.... the more you do scary shit, it ain't that scary anymore😈