2 pm I‘m writing this sitting in a doctor‘s waiting room in Stockholm. Slightly desperate and wondering why I‘ve had to go through so much physical and emotional pain ever since end of last year. I feel like I never had a break since then. From extreme toothache in Nov and Jan, over disappointments, over still not being 💯 able to eat on my right side, to.... now. I can’t board my flight to Hong Kong this afternoon and I will miss my connection flight to the Philippines because my eardrum burst on my flight to Stockholm this morning. It was so. painful.
5:30 pm My parents and my friend @saandramo helped me in every way they could and I am so grateful I have them. I‘m staying in my friend‘s flat now and will take my flights on Monday.
I’m not sure what lesson I have to learn. DETACHMENT. Of plans. Of expectations. Of money. PATIENCE. TRUST. Yes, I had a meltdown today and felt sorry for myself. But my faith and trust in God and the universe can never be shaken. ✨ Everything. Will. Be. Okay. (Always.) #yoga #meditation