medicinecamino medicinecamino

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  a nomadic journey manifesting through clear intentions•••performing artist✨workshop facilitater✨massage therapist✨

Inspiration struck at 3 a.m. this morning and I wrote this poem in my notes. ~~~ since the new moon I have been undergoing a major releasing, of attachments, programming, and desire. I’ve been calling in the opportunity to root down and create a powerful foundation, but when I see what that manifestation actually looks like my airy spirit can begin to panic. My ego can sometimes sneak in and deny the fact that I have everything I could possibly need in the present moment. Shining light on my shadows and diving deeper into the ocean of possibility. I am here to embody authenticity in all of her forms of expression.~~~ I will be in Nevada City for fall and I am open for co-creation on all levels ✨ love you family, I honor you and empower you to be who you are✨ #nevadacity #reno #tahoe #letsunite #andmakeart

I’m struggling to put words to my experience on the playa~ because the magic was not found in the words, but in the feelings, the dances, the eye gazes, and intimate places. We lifted our prayers with fire, and healed the whole with giggles. Reflecting each other’s gratitude and creating a powerful vortex made of play and adornment. To have watched the structure behind us burn in silence, my understanding of impermanence grew. To be present with you is one of god’s greatest gifts that I will continue to honor💕 being present with you is being present with the whole universe💕 love you all, thank you playa ✨🧚‍♀️ p.s. I hope you enjoy this improv play sesh with @kaylakaylaohkayla 💕💕💕💕take a deep breath into your heart space and know that you are lovedddddd💕💕💕

Within a week I have cancelled my trip to Europe, bought a van, and attended @belovedpresents 💕 although I have no photos from the event I feel that this image portrays the level of bliss and grounding I feel. Surrender has been the theme for me since the last lunar eclipse and my heart is just overflowing with the knowing of how limitless we all are. Thank you angels, thank you guides, thank you mama earth and father sky. May all beings feel peace, may all beings feel love 💕✨ p.s. next stop is Nevada city, let me know if you are around and want to connect/collaborate/play💕🤹🏻‍♀️

i just love dancing at my mom’s house 💕

a couple of days ago, on the new moon✨ this day i pulled the card “conditioning”, and it came with a visual of a lion amongst sheep. ~~~~~ it read, “a lion who was brought up by sheep and who thought he was a sheep until an old lion captured him and took him to a pond, where he showed him his own reflection. many of us are like this lion- the image we have of ourselves comes not from our own direct experience but from the opinion of others. a ‘personality’ imposed from the outside replaces the individuality that could have grown from within. we become just another sheep in the herd, unable to move freely and unconscious of our own true identity. unless you drop your personality you will not be able to find your individuality. society cannot tolerate individuality, because individuality will not follow like a sheep. individuality has the quality of the lion; the lion moves alone. the sheep are always in the crowd, hoping that being in the crowd will feel cozy. and everyone of you is born a lion, but the society goes on conditioning you, programming your mind as a sheep. society wants slaves, not people who are absolutely dedicated to freedom.” freedom is a state of mind, and i sometimes need to remind myself that. celebrating individuality and this opportunity to be free ✨

When the @momentomcollective crew was brought to @wanderlustfest we sat and discussed our intention behind what we are there to do. Individually and collectively our purpose seemed to be aligned with the purpose of the sacred clown. In just about every society, tribe, or religion you can find the archetype of the sacred clown. The heyoka is the sacred clown of the Lokota people, there to speak and react in a opposite way then people expect. Forcing people to question if they are living the life they want to live. To create a performance that not only pokes holes in the things we take too seriously, but to also activate the purpose within that drives us.
I grew up taking dance classes and performing, but somewhere in the midst of being a teenager, performing became too much for me. Too much comparison, too much criticism, too much effort. Women especially are told that it is “sexier” to be more submissive. Ill never forget my boyfriend at the time calling me an attention whore for all of my dramatic antics. My desire to be on stage felt shameful, so I hid from it for years. It wasn’t until I was introduced to the circus community that I felt comfortable to explore performing arts again. A community of empowered and encouraging people, sharing, playing, and co-creating. Sharing the intention to make people feel something through self expression. For a long time i would compartmentalize my life, but with the essence of the sacred clown being present I can feel my art and spirituality beginning to live in harmony.
Through my life experience i have created the “ballerina clown”. An act where i go on a journey of trying to convince the crowd I am something I’m not, and feeling embarrassed when something is not going as “planned”. I soon become exhausted and give up huffing and puffing. I then find my hat, and become a channel for all things circus, funk, and loveeee✨
If you’ve read this far, thank you for your time and your presence, and may you never feel afraid to shine too bright ✨

Happy summer solstice from @wanderlustfest in Vermont 💕 day one has left me speechless ✨ soooo grateful to be playing here with @momentomcollective 🤹🏻‍♀️🤹🏻‍♀️🤹🏻‍♀️

I HAVN’T HOOPED LIKE THIS IN SOOO LONG~~~ today was one of those days where nothing really went “as planned” and so the only thing to do is to surrender to the present moment and have a nice long sweaty, sloppy, and smiley hoop sesh 💕 all I gotta say is, thank god for movement and music ✨ #hoopla

I’m back in the states and making hoops✨✨✨ message me for pricing or if you want to custom order a sacred circle💕💕💕 ~
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Returning to the states is always an interesting transition, and always holds lessons I couldn’t possibly prepare for. I can try to measure my life in the cycles of my travels, but the truth is, the traveling never stops. Learning how to integrate this nomadic life stateside is some potent and deep work that I once again open my heart to. I hope to cross paths with some of you while I’m here, I am available for massages, workshops, performance, cuddles, tea, or nature excursions💕 love you fam ✨🌏

Here is a photo from the last full moon during a fire performance for @momentomcollective and @eaglesretreats 🌹 ~~~ oh what a cycle it has been ~~~ Many cycles are coming to a completion as I prepare my backpack for a flight back to the states tomorrow. Throughout everything that I have perceived as a struggle, or hardship, the underlying lesson appears to remain constant~ TO BE HERE NOW ~ this eternal yet temporary moment is always worthy of every ounce of presence I have to offer. This full moon in Sagittarius has me aiming my arrow towards integrating this presence with a listening mind and a heart filled with gratitude ❤️ love you family, thank you for being ❤️ ~
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#momentomcollective #newagecircus #eaglesnest #traveldiaries #travelguatemala #travelcentralamerica #blessthisjourney #fireplay #fireartist #performingarts

Idk, I'm not really able to hoop today but it's cool because I'm learning how to not identify with the results of my processes and how to just be present with this incredible ability to create, ya feel me???✨💕 ~
In other news I just want to use this space to offer up some gratitude for the constant sisterhood I have had in my life since arriving in Central America. I had no idea that the major theme of this new cycle would be focused on shadow work manifested through societal programming. I'm talking about that painful sensation to feel envy or insecurity when looking at another's perceived success or abundance. This social media platform in particular can make it so easy to compare ourselves. This is a habitual compulsive mental pattern that serves no use for ourselves, or the collective. Learning how to tune in and look at these shadows with compassion. I am living in a new paradigm where these feelings are communicated with love and intention. We are feeling empowered through empowering each other. WE ARE ALL SO HUMAN AND WE ARE ALL SO PERFECT ✨💕 Allowing comparison to gently die as co-creation begins to birth.✨💕hehe thanks for reading, I love you all✨💕 ALSO I FLY TO LAS VEGAS ON THE 30TH AND I GOT HOOPS 4 SALE SO STAY TUNED 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

My heart is exploding from the new dimension I entered today with my rainbow circus familia (whom I happen to all know from previous travels in Southeast Asia). 💕🌈🤹🏻‍♂️ This video is of me and @mackenz13munro street performing for our first time with my dear friend @kaeru_dawn on the streets of San Cristobal, Mexico. ~~~ I am literally feeling high with this new found love, the rawness of being on the streets and together bringing our art straight to Babylon. This experience was just a microcosm of what is to come~ stay tuned 💕✨ ~
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#hooplah #sisterhood #traveldiaries #streetart #collaboration #streetkids #blessthisjourney #loveyouall

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