My only deliverables these days have been sleep 😴, sun, and more sun ☀️ ☀️. I don’t think I realized just how much healing I needed until my wild world of client meetings, decks and spread sheets, and performance reviews grew quiet. The last three months have been a challenging time of reflection on who I am. After listening to Erwin McManus’ “Why Jesus” sermon I’m confronted with the many ways I’ve felt (doesn’t mean I AM as I remind myself) invisible/forgotten and the biggest question of my life (AGAIN) - why? Why am I doing what I’m doing? Why am I here (existence and location)? I’m curious if anyone wouldn’t mind sharing with me (publicly or privately) 1️⃣ when they feel most seen or how they combat the unnerving sense of invisibility and 2️⃣ their why. I am finding these two connected - a missing/incomplete why (even if it’s just a tentative inkling) has made me more susceptible to leaning too heavily on others to affirm my existence (and when they don’t, or more accurately can’t, I’m left feeling invisible and 💥 - in creeps anxiety and depression). Anyway. Very long. In short, I’m looking for inspiration and am deeply appreciative of anything you feel comfortable sharing (your answers, ideas, resources, strategies, etc). Thank you so much!!