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MIchelle Renee  A Vintage Soul with Modern Sensibilities. Public Historian, MA and Pre-Doctoral Scholar. Vice President of CCPH

To Mr. Capone....
I hope you get to chase every squeaky ball thrown, stick your head out of every window to feel the breeze against your mo-hawk hair cut, eat every cali-sytle taco and Del Taco French fry, and bat all the dog food out of the bowl to eat  it off of the floor you po3ny trot towards on the rainbow farm. I know you were so strong in the end and even through you tried your best to fight through it all, I know I could not see you suffer.  You can now look over us and your new little brother or sister when they arrive in Spring 2019. I love you! You were my first poodle and always my forever Mr. Capone. Thank you for giving me 11-years of bliss, comfort and un-conditional love! You touched so many lives with your smile, tenderness and love.  My only hope recently was to have all of us together to be a family, and I got just that, to be a family. This last month has filled me with so much love, laughter and smiles.
Thank you for being my poodle. Rest baby, we love you
#love #poodle #mrcapone #dogsofinstagram #restinpeace #gonebutnotforgotten

An Open Letter to Mr. Capone,
My beautiful little black and white speckled poodle, how tiny you were when I laid eyes on you. You fit into the palm of my hand. Telling me you were going to be my little boy that I could take everywhere with me, little did I know that you would sprout legs as long as Wilt Chamberlin and look like a little black sheep. You were no longer my little purse dog, but look at you! You were my beautiful little boy that grew up to dart, run as fast as a greyhound playing at the dog park and pony trot your way through all your walks just to show off those long legs.
Your eyes light up like little black pearls every time we laid eyes on one another. So attentive to my every need, emotion and knew exactly what to say with one look without ever saying one word.  Your howls and half-barks crying injustice when one of your brothers or sister had THAT TOY YOU WANTED. THAT BONE YOU WANTED and it was just not fair that they had it and you didn’t. It’s okay baby, mommy will fix it and I could always do that, until this weekend. Mommy could not fix your fluid on your lungs or the on-going seizures and the tumor on your brain.
You were through everything since Mommy’s time in Foster Care, through getting my Bachelor’s and my Master’s Degree along with all of the valleys and mountains we climbed! Wow did we go places, but always finding your ways back into my arms, my constant. This time, Mommy had to be there for you.
You were more that Mr. Capone. You were Pony-Macaroni, Pon-Pon, Poo Poo, Ca-Poo, Mr. C.Poo, The best hugger and kisser in North Hollywood, Orange County and recently Long Beach, Poodle-Doodle, Pony, brother, son, grandbaby and your newest title, big brother. When we found out I was pregnant, you knew before we did. Taking turns with your sister and white poodle Cupcake Dior incubating the growing human inside Mommy’s Belly. Walking to every bathroom trip at night lying in front of the door, checking on my every five minutes between the bedroom and when baby kept me up with nausea on the couch overnight. You knew what your next role would be and you were perfect at it, Baby loves you too.
 #poodle #love #gonebutnotforgotten #myheart

#pinup #closet #challenge #vintagejewlery
Yeah, it feels so good to be so young
And have this #fun and be #successful
And, #girl, you too, you are so #young
And #beautiful and so successful.

#ootd
#berniedexter @officialberniedexter #drivein #dress in #space print. Mac cardigan
#brooch and clasped cuff in stars and moons are from an #estatesale find.
#brooches #outfitoftheday #pinupgirl #vintage #arianagrande

#pinup #closet #challenge #imback

Hi to all on my crazy insta journey. First, I AM BACK! My pause turned into something longer when waiting for my S9 replacement (it has an accident at #Dodger Stadium) lol. My phone would not allow me to post into my feed bc the post button is right where my phone was being non responsive!😂😐
I love watching you on all of your stories and in my feed! 😍😍 how babely are u guys! I feel so lucky to peek into your lives.
Very excited to sharing what I have had cooking up this last month! What was your favorite part of #summer? Mine was this moment, celebrating my accomplishments on the #enchantedhill in #sansimeon
I will be sharing some other moments O Summer as I get ready for my Favorite time #halloween
#pinupgirl #beach #hearstcastle #charlesphoenix #dress #dreamy #wind #instafresh #dangerouscurves #love #happy #digitalvintage #makeup #ootd #vintage #life

#day33 #pinup #closet #challenge
You're the sweetest thing I know, like my favorite #LaurynHill song. #Intimacy is not the act of physical intertwined, but it's the isolation of two minds.
#lbd named La Dentelle #dress in XL from La Femme en Noir. This dress is magic and is coming in a new colorway for holiday and it gives the perfect amount of boob! Lol
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I'm 38-32-52 for reference.
Necklace from my mama
#Brooch turned hairpiece.
Red lip from the #aaliyah for #mac
#pinupgirl #hermusicofficial #ocfunkfest #body #dangerouscurves #black #selflove #curvy #peach #facts #hazeleyes #honormycurves #lafemmeennoir #vintage #lace #tna #honey

#day32 #pinup #closet #challenge
I need some relation, good #conversation, give me #stimulation
What's your #motivation?
How you're gon' add to me?
Show me, what it is you feel for me, I'm just saying, can you handle me?
#ootd details
Target shirt 8 bucks💗
Butterfly Jenny Skirt by #pug
#summer #light #bosslady #pinupgirl #curlyhair #natural #beauty #love #friday #ledisi
#workhard #playhard #pinupgirlclothing #lay #digitalvintage

#day31 #christmasinjuly #pinup #closet #challenge
We don't need no mistletoe
We don't need no fireplace
'Tis the season for some love giving
So I think you should give your love to me
Baby, let me know
#ootd details
Ornament skirt in black by #terryrunyan for #pinupgirlclothing
Yellow peasant and ice blue cardi
#oogieboogie #brooch from #lepetitmouse and #disneyland tree by #nuclearnovelties
Hair piece by yours truly red lip is hooray for holiday
#brooches #pugchristmasinjuly #festive #instabeauty #love #disneyland #mickeymouse #selflove #fashion #digitalvintage

#day30 #pinup #closet #challenge
#orange is a color of #liberation. From the #Pain of #love and inner insecurities. Truly be free, to be you.
#ootd deets
Orange Skirt from PUG
Green sweater and red cropped cardigan is MAK
Scottie dog is #erstwilder
Flower with oranges was a gift from a beautiful friend.
#fruit #truth #summer #fun #pinupgirl #colors #brooches #instabeauty #outfitoftheday #vixen #digitalvintage #monday

#day29 #pinup #closet #challenge #4thofjuly #2018
On that Fourth of July
So starry eyed
On the flowery hillside 
Breathless and fervid 
Amid the dandelions 
As it swept over me 
Like the wind trough the trees 
I felt you sigh with a 
Sweet intensity and baby

Then you put your hand in mine
And we floated away 
Delicately lay entwined
#ootd #fbf take me back
#amandadress by #pug
#brooch by #erstwilder
Shoes and scarf thrifted.
#beehive #vintagehair #pinupgirl #coutureforeverybody #america #redwhiteblue #dress #cateye #vintage #thrifty #fireworks #mariahcarey #digitalvintage #instabeauty #usa #blessed #selfie

#pinup #closet #challenge #jazz
Is it that good?
My love, my flower
Is she that good?
Am I that good?
My hands are #powers
They're just that good.
#ootd details
#border music skirt art by Stephanie Buscema for #pinupgirlclothing
#batonrouge peasant top
#flyingpig #brooch by #baccurelli
Barefoot for now😂. #baccurellian #neworleans #takemeback #allthatjazz #wearableart #skirt #sabrinaclaudio #love #color #instabeauty #outfitoftheday

#day27 #pinup #closet #challenge #green
#waitforit
I feel some type of way
It's late at night, and babe
I ain't get dressed for nothin'
Stay on my mind
Can't sleep at night
And I ain't get dressed for nothin'
I ain't put on this dress for nothin'
I know you're comin'
#simple outfit today #ootd
Green sweater by Mak
#jlo high waist #jeans
#curlyhair #vintage #cliponearrings #pink
This week has been a #blur but I hope everyone is about #love. It is what makes my world go around.
#pinupgirl #hourglass #dangerous #curves #nude #heels #envy #dressed #lookbackatit #natural #beauty #hair #makeup #hermusicofficial

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