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Shauna Dukes  Our youngest of four, Baby Trucker, is in heaven. Our hearts are heavy but we have peace. #truckerrideswithus

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Call me crazy but we heard once that when you have little orbs in photos that its spirits!! In all the photos i have and thats over 15,000 just on my phone why have orbs just started showing up since this trip?!? #ihaveseveral #truckerrideswithus Not a day goes by when i dont think of him first thing when i wake, all day long, and wish he was physically with us still, but i feel his presence with us even so. #trustingGodsplan Some days are harder than others for sure and grief can be so so lonely because its a different experience for all of us but we are grateful to be together, making new memories and randomly blessing people in Trucker boys honor!! #onedayatatime #truckerboyslegacy #loveharder #donttakelifeforgranted #makeitcount #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #forever3 #TruckerRidesWithUs @trucker_boy_dukes

I will never stop missing you, remembering you, loving you, or honoring your short life!! β€πŸ’”β€#choosingjoy #inlightofeternity #onedayatatime #missingmyopihi #forever3 #TruckerRidesWithUs

Forever missing 1!!!πŸ’”β€πŸ’”#forever3
Today Im choosing to be grateful for the time we had with him over the time I feel like we are missing!! I just really miss my opihi!!! #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #griefisstickyfeetandwings #onedayatatime #TruckerRidesWithUs

People keep asking how we are doing..Honestly? Some moments and days even we feel okay, and some we dont know how we are going to get through. We are forever missing one!!πŸ’”β€πŸ’” A good friend told me recently that grief is sticky, like our feet are stuck to ground and it pulls us down, but with the hope we have of something so much better than just whats here its like we also wings!! YES!! Sticky feet and wings at the same time perfectly sums it up!!!❀❀❀ one thing for sure though is how much Trucker boy and our family are loved!! And somehow it makes the sadness of him not being here a little better!! #LOVEbeatscancer #onedayatatime #forever3 #missingmybaby #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #TruckerRidesWithUs

Happiest place on earth yesterday #disneyland with holes in our hearts!!πŸ’”β€πŸ’” we did manage to create some good new memories in between the tears. Grief is so messy and complicated. I have never been so excited, crushed, happy, sad and grateful, all at the same time!! Thank you @meilicoon for your words that I came across again today!!! Its exactly how it is!! And thank you thank you thank you to our sweet friends at home who visited and decorated trucker boys gravesite!!! Love you so so big!!❀😊❀ #onedayatatime #inlightofeternity #griefismessy #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard
#Godsplanisgoodstill
#dontstopbelieving
#LOVEbeatscancer

Forever 3 my beautiful boy!!πŸ’”β€πŸ’” I will honor you today and celebrate your short but fantastic life!! I miss you and love you all the way to heaven and back!!! πŸ’«βœ¨πŸ’«Whenever the pain is unbearable i picture where you are now where there is no more pain or tears or pokes or poison or scars and it makes it small kine easier!! #forever3 #onedayatatime #heavenisnotsofaraway #inlightofeternity #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #LOVEbeatscancer

Northern California you have a piece of my heart!! ❀Incredible beauty and amazing hospitality!! We have only been on road one week and have already been blessed in so many ways and been able to bless too!! #randomactsofkindness And in between lots of tears and hugs we also already have some great memories!! #sharedachinghearts #onedayatatime #bittersweetmoments #missingmyboy #griefisajourney #LOVEbeatscancer #inlightofeternity I know Trucker boy is with us on this journey and sometimes when i close my eyes i can almost feel his little hands around my neck.. How i long for that day!! #heavenisnotsofaraway #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #trustingGodsplan @trucker_boy_dukes

One month today since youve physically been gone from this earth. My heart aches for your soft sweet kisses and your little hands wrapped around neck where you felt safest.πŸ’”β€πŸ’”but i see the little signs that you are still with us everywhere. From the white daisies at the park(the last time we drove to hookipa trucker asked joshua to stop so he could pick mommy a white flower), the kanoa sticker we randomly saw on a pole in a little park in the middle of san fran, to me having a meltdown in the hotel lobby and as indi was giving me a hug a firetruck drove by!! There are signs everywhere if we choose to see them!! #inlightofeternity The spiritual component in this life is what is eternal, all our physical lives are brief moments in time!! Lets make it count guys!!! #randomactsofkindness #keeptrustingGod #dontstopbelieving #onedayatatime #LOVEbeatscancer #bittersweetmoments #truckerrideswithus
@trucker_boy_dukes

Life is a series of moments..some happy, Some sad, some tragic, some magical, some lonely, some easy, and some hard. If we have the right perspective in the bigger picture of life then we can pull ourselves back to the happier moments when dark times come.. im so so grateful for these three and all the sweet pure love they give me!! ❀❀❀We already have had so many great moments and some sad ones!! But i will continue to choose joy even in my heartache!! Peace out San Fran!! ✌🏼sooo ready to get back to some country after a weekend in the city!! #sharedachinghearts #nopainlikethispain #onedayatatime #bittersweetmoments #missingmybaby #truckerrideswithus @trucker_boy_dukes

A hui hou maui!! So many mixed emotions as we head out on our new adventure!! #mauinokaoi #theresnoplacelikehome Everything is prefaced with bittersweetness!!! Yes im excited for whats to come but also so so sad cause we would not be able to do this trip if it wasnt for the intense pain, heartache, and loss we are feeling!!πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” Everything reminds me of Trucker and how much I miss him!!! I am comforted by all the memories we have of him and i hope for a time when the pain of him not being with us is not as intense!! #dontknowifthatspossible
#myheartwillneverbethesame #onedayatatime #choosingjoyevenwhenitshard #inlightofeternity
How blessed am i to have this handsome man by my side?!?!❀❀❀ thank you @mauimarcc for your amazing photos!!! @trucker_boy_dukes #sharedachinghearts
#truckerrideswithus

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