In honor of national women’s day I wanted to share something I’ve been working on since ”love songs from a Lolita” dropped. I I’m not always good at showing who I really am over social media because it’s something I try to do in my actions daily to the close loved ones around me, and as much as I love it I also hate it because what it can do to our minds and the time we spend on it. But, I hope this video I’ve been working on will give you a glimpse of who I am. all I want is to strive to be the most honest, loving woman I can be. Through the ups and downs, women’s body positivity, and so much more... Lots has changed in the past 6 months, I have an artist heart, I care too much what others think & ive let things crush me... I can feel demons wanting to stop me, from where I’m trying to go
I’ve felt it before and it’s easy to get swept up in the self pity, self doubt, and comparisons
I can feel myself slipping sometimes
But I can’t let them win
It’s so easy to give in and give up
But I can’t let myself down
I made a promise when I was fearless and young
God let me find the fire again
Let me be the inner child
Not the shell around her that’s grown so numb and hard to crack
Crack me wide open I’m ready to fly
I want to be nothing but genuinely happy for everyone and not judge others or worry about what they’re doing with their lives, but focus on what I’m doing in mine. I work towards this goal everyday.
I never want to lose my open heart just because so many have crushed it in the past.
I will give it everything because music never gave up on me, people in the world did
Now I have to fight harder than ever For my artistry, my well being, my life.
My guts always right and I’ve learned more lessons these past five years than ever before... I will give more of myself than I ever have.
I will be stronger for myself than I ever have.
Even if I fail at least I will have stuck to my vision that is 100% me.
It can be so confusing but
16 to now 21,
In a lot of ways this feels like a new beginning, the end of an era. I’m thankful & ready to be 100% me. Enjoy. Xo ❤️ link in bio video by @zeekyparis