I think it's a bit obvious that I'm struggling with my identity quite a bit...I think soon I will detach myself from "marrowmoody" or anything close to be honest with you all.
I've learned a lot about myself from this experience though. It has been nice to share with everyone.
Now I think it is time I evolve and move onto something I can create even without it perhaps being very seen...
I'll still be posting quite a bit here, but as soon as I finally move states I will change accounts, name, etc.
(I'll probably follow a lot of the same people, but idk with whom I'll share this with? I know weird.)
These past few years have been fun & challenging to a shy hermit like myself, but I now realize I've become so tied to certain things, in this particular case another artist (yes Melanie Martinez) that I feel it unfair to further myself + my art without really having earned it.
I imagine a lot of you will unfollow me right after this post. But I'm really okay with that. It's not because I don't care about others I just don't care about notoriety anymore. I think it hinders something deep inside my psyche. I know we all have immortality projects as a way to give meaning to life, but I'm looking for something more? Something personal/true to me.
Again thank you to all those who have supported me through ups and downs, whenever I do make the change and you're REALLY interested in knowing what/where I'll be, just DM me.
And otherwise it's okay if you're not down for my strange metamorphosis game.
But I will be pursuing more serious projects, meaningful projects, and I actually look forward to all the mistakes and struggles I will face.
So good luck to you all and best wishes if you're leaving after this post and know that within the negative experiences is always a deeper positive in the long run.💘