Idk how silly I'm being, but I really wish I could be a part of something bigger than me in the creative world.
Whether is was a comic, a card/board game, children's book illustrations, album art, or something I've never thought of... I really would like to work with other creative minds I could ultimately learn from and learn the process of creating something until its final stage.
To some this sounds reasonable to me it sounds like a total fantasy. To be professional and to feel like I've truly added something.
Also I've never been good at the business end, so that's why I always tend to find things like commissions and even setting up an online shop to be daunting.
I know fanart has always been my go to, but I'm starting to question how shy, stuck, and directionless I've let myself become. Don't get me wrong, I will always love fanart, but I've become scared of my own original content being worth something.
My lack of confidence and motivation lies on me as far as my art goes, and I really just wanted to put this out here because I believe it's a truth worth sharing. (So from now on Idk what I can promise anyone as far as fanart goes...but maybe this is what I needed to face to move forward?) Feel free to dm me if you have any insight or advice. Or just comment here if you like.
Peace and much love✌💕