maramagic maramagic

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✖️ MARA ✖️  • l GIRLPOWER 💋 🇩🇪/🇷🇴 l⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ • l IG STORY MEME PLUG l • „If u don’t like me please ⠀ don’t fucking watch“ 🤡

I really hope my eye gets well soon so we can go have fun together again 😩 As y’all know I had to get my lazy eye fixed and the healing process is taking way longer than expected... (they chop and re-attach the muscles behind your eyes) I was basically bedridden for 2 weeks and now it still feels like it’s better one day and worse the next ... The struggle ... it’s really hard to stay positive but I‘m trying. So have fun at the upcoming events my friends and have a drink for me 😭🍸
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#parookaville #parookaville2018 #festival #edm #backstage #musicalmadness #hardstyle #hardstylefamily #love #mua #makeup #highlighter #minklashes #pastelhair #greyhair

Though my soul may set in darkness
It will rise in perfect light
I have loved the stars too fondly
To be fearful of the night • 📸 & edit @schcksl .
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#hardstyle #musicalmadness #hardstylefamily #parookaville #parookaville2018 #greyhair #stars #ledlighting #mua #makeup #ootd

*A lot of Facetune later* 😂
📸 @danielxmadness
Danke für den Ausflug 🤗❤️
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#greyhair #pastelhair #makeup #mua #fashion #outfit #ootd #fannypack #nature #travel #fitness #gymgirls

Trying to take a selfie with a male in the room like 😂
On a more serious note: I’ve been dating this kid here for round about a year now. I’m not gonna lie it was and it still is very tough for me emotionally. I’ve never had a long distance relationship before, and even if it’s not as long distance as some other people had to and have to bear, I‘m still not used to not having the people I love around me. You always think it’ll get easier and you’ll get used to it but it kinda rather gets worse because you love and thus miss that person more every single day. Not gonna lie I felt so incredibly lonely some days that my girlfriends who saw me suffer advised me to break it off before I would break. But I’m way over the point where just giving up is an option now. Haruki Murakami put the way I feel in one of his characters mouth in 1Q84 “I can bear any pain as long it has meaning”. And as painful as it is sometimes right now I know that whatever happens I won’t regret it, because I really gave and give this all I have. Through loving someone to the extent that I love him, I also realized that there’s a lot I have to change about myself. It’s such an overwhelming process to try and be there for someone else and also try and get your shit together. But for the first time I feel really motivated to get it together, not for him but for me. You can’t build something you want to last on sand and I feel like sand these days just getting blown away by the wind in all kinds of directions. But I promise him and promise all you that care about me that I will try my best to become who I was supposed to be and to stop being so afraid to find my purpose in life. It will probably take a good while until I’ll learn to avoid all responsibilities at all costs but I will get there I hope. I can’t regret all the shitty decisions I made or didn’t make because in the end it brought me here. Of course I am scared shitless about my future but I will try to overcome these paralyzing feelings. I just had to say this just in case you’re also in a difficult place right now. Everyone around you is just trying and doesn’t have it all figured out don’t forget that.

*Werbung wegen Markennennung*
*hab alles selber gekauft ich krieg nie was aller I wish* *le niemand*
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Products used: .
. • @bhcosmeticsgermany “Take me to Brazil” palette
@makeupforeverofficial “Aqua XL Ink Liner”
@anastasiabeverlyhills “Aurora” Glowkit
@essence_cosmetics “Volume Booster Lash Primer”
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#anastasiabeverlyhills #abh #makeup #mua #bhcosmetics #makeupforever #essencecosmetics #wig #pinkhair

Long nights and frizzy hair 📸 @schcksl .
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@hardisland was great fun as always! We’re dead now and our airport shuttle will pick us up at 3:30 am #nosleep . I wanna thank my boyfriend @danielxmadness for taking me. Thank you. DUMMI! 💜

#hardisland #croatia #novalja #hardstyle #summer

I was in the dark room loud tunes, looking to make a vow soon
That I'mma get fucked up, fillin' up my cup I see the crowd move
Changing by the minute and the record on repeat
Took a sip, then another sip, then somebody said to me
Bitch why you babysittin' only 2 or 3 shots?
I'mma show you how to turn it up a notch
First you get a swimming pool full of liquor, then you dive in it
Pool full of liquor, then you dive in it
I wave a few bottles, then I watch 'em all flock
All the girls wanna play Baywatch
I got a swimming pool full of liquor and they dive in it
Pool full of liquor I'mma dive in it

#hardisland #love #hardstyle #croatia #novalja 📸 @schcksl

This is btw the Snapchat Filter that makes u mad pretty lmao makes me feel bad about how I really be lookin 😂 but hey I‘m trying my best 😂😂😂 #greyhair #pastelhair #mua #makeup #redlips #bhcosmetics #milanicosmetics #forever21 #fauxminklashes

*Anzeige*
ACHTUNG ACHTUNG eine Durchsage 😆
Spaß beiseite, dieser Post ist mir persönlich wirklich wichtig! Solltet ihr euch entscheiden einen Eingriff ,sei es eine Operation oder eine einfache Unterspritzung, vorzunehmen, dann bitte BITTE geht nicht zum erstbesten oder billigsten Anbieter. Nimmt euch wirklich die Zeit ganz genau zu suchen und Erfahrungsberichte zu lesen und ernst zu nehmen. In Deutschland gibt es inzwischen große Ketten die Botox, Hyaluron & co sehr billig anbieten. Ich sage jetzt nicht dass jeder der dutzenden Ärzte dieser Ketten scheiße ist, aber was ich euch zu 100% versprechen kann ist dass ihr auf euch gestellt seid wenn etwas schief geht. Diese Menschen interessieren sich nur für das Geld und IHR und EURE GESUNDHEIT sind denen völlig egal!!! Ich bin dank Instagram auf die liebe Theresa @aesthetic_munich und ihre wundervolle Arbeit und Arbeitsweise gestoßen, nachdem 2 Freundinnen schon bei ihr waren. Jede ihrer Kundinnen hat ihre Nummer und kann sich bei Problemen und Anliegen jederzeit an sie wenden. Theresa ist unglaublich professionell und so ein lieber Mensch! Wenn ihr also überlegt haben solltet etwas machen zu lassen dann kann ich sie nur wärmstens weiterempfehlen! Ich persönlich bin zu ihr gekommen weil ich unzufrieden war mit meiner Oberlippe. Bei mir mussten wir 2 mal Hyalase spritzen (AUA Leute auflösen ist nämlich die Hölle also bitte erst gar kein Risiko in einer dubiosen Klinik eingehen) bevor wir jetzt anfangen konnten langsam mit sehr weichen Material die Oberlippe aufzubauen die ich immer haben wollte, nachdem meine Zahnspange komplett meine Symmetrien verschoben hatte 😞 ich bin unendlich dankbar und happy dass ich bei jemandem angekommen bin dem ich bedenkenlos vertrauen kann! Nehmt euch was ich gesagt hab bitte zu Herzen und geht nirgendwo hin nur weil es günstig ist! Gute Arbeit ist NIE billig! Für Fragen stehe ich per Dm gern zur Verfügung 🤗 (So this post is more so directed at my German girls but just so you know what I’m taking about without me having to translate the whole shabang: CHOOSE YOUR COSMETIC DOCTOR WISELY! That’s the bottom line)
#cosmeticsurgery #lipfillers #fillers #injections #redlips #caution

This was exactly a year ago and I know I have a damned phone shadow in my face but the lightning. I mean PA-LEAAAASE ?!? ✨ (lmao I look mean in all my photos but I‘m just always almost asleep because of my allergy meds lmaooo )
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#pastelhair #highlighter #blindinghighlight #babesofmissguided #missguided #mua #minklashes #limecrime

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