Our last sibling picture we took together also happens to be my last happy memory of my brother. He was present, clear eyed and in good humor. It was a good day spent celebrating my dads retirement. Today on his 1 year mark we had a good day. It was full of peace and over whelming joy. At times I miss him so much I can barely breath. I know in my heart he is free, free from the strings of addiction, free from his crippling anxiety, and free from guilt. His sins have been washed clean and he is in the loving embrace of our savior. How lucky we were to have loved him during his short time on earth, and how lucky we continue to be as he watches over us from heaven until we can once again be reunited. 💙Love you, Joshy.