Hi, my names Mads...
I get told that I care too much
I get told that I’m too emotional
I get told that I have too much energy
I get told that I need to calm down
I get told that I’m not smart enough
I get told that I’m too loud
I get told that I’m annoying
I get told that I’m too much to handle
I get told that I feel too much
I get told that I give too much
My entire life I have been told these things and every single time it would absolutely destroy me.
I spent my life trying to literally not feel anything. To not care, not feel a single emotion because I was giving others the love that I didn’t have and I was feeling pain that I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy.
I use to think that it was the biggest burden to feel, to care and to love so deeply. To see the world in a different way.
Now... I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.
So this is ME.
My names Mads
I love hard
I care deeply for everyone and everything
I help strangers and I say hi to everyone that I see
I have the bubbliest personality you will ever meet
I giggle loudly
I smile and laugh at the smallest of things
I have the biggest heart
I have scars and stories. Some I will never share, some that none will understand but that’s what makes me, me.
I’m not a victim, I’m a survivor.
When I hurt, I hurt badly but when I feel happiness theirs a sparkle in my eyes that no one can destroy anymore.
I created that. So can you.
I want to help people. Truly help people, I know I didn’t go through hell to sit back and not speak up so I hope this helps someone because it use to break my heart every time someone would tell me that my heart was too much ❤️
So just know that it isn’t too much, you have a beautiful soul and a beautiful heart.
Don’t let others make you think differently ❤️
It truly is a beautiful thing to have a heart so big you don’t know what to do with it sometimes.
Take this how you perceive it, this is just me.