my beautiful, beautiful auntie. i don't know what my world is like without you. it's hard to comprehend. you are not suffering. you are not suffering. i have to keep telling myself. i wish i could feel you hugging me one more time. i wish i could hold your hand one more time. feel your soft skin. breathe you in one last time. i'll never not think of you, you are everything that i do. i wish you could have seen me grow up. get married. seen me have kids. seen your daughters grow up. my best friends, my cousins. you are my sunlight, my stars, my moonlight, the cool breeze on my face now. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you. my sweet beautiful angel, please be here with me. hug me and dance with me in my dreams. i am so sad, i am so lost. i love you i love you i love you. i can't wait to see you again.