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Ellie Haines 💋  ❁ Self Love Advocate with absolutely no filter ❁ Queenstown, NZ

Your classic ‘expectations vs reality’
A few years ago I got asked to collab with a gym and do a class with a group of winners right.. flipping awesome time it was.
So they sent out work out gear for me to wear... and these were the shorts... they were SO short they turned me on slightly, I couldn’t breathe and these were a L.. I was like mmmm no honey noooooo sugar Ellie ain’t wearing them 😂

If I attempted a lunge in these me lip would have popped out the side for your viewing.

Oh hey & welcome to my back yard ⛰☀️
Wearing: @aimn.oceania .
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#Queenstown #Qtown

Gooooood morning!! ☀️ I get jealous of those skinny hotties who can pluck out their ingrown hairs with no struggle, or ppl who can have sex in certain positions where you don’t feel your KFC gunt rocking back & forths, or the types of people who don’t get told to ‘pull up their stomach’ so it’s easier to wax, or those ppl who’s fanny doesn’t look chubby & needs to loose weight, or those ppl who can take sexy nudes involving a little bit of the flange for the bae easily.. without having to arch your back so hard to get a tiny box gap and then need to take panodols to fix the sore back, jealous of those girls who can wear skimpy undies .. not ones that have to go high so it holds everyyythannng in. But I still frekin love it allllll & I love my curves but just those wee things ya no ya no.
You know them feels my beautiful curvy gals? 🙌🏼
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Who wears turtle necks now? 😂 swipe to watch them all!
Even though I feel like a bag of tampons today because my period is killlingggg me ovaries, these videos/photos cheer me up. 👋🏻

Just like @momentaryhappiness said: “stop fucking changing things about yourself because you think it’s weird or you want someone to like you more because you don’t feel like your enough as it is.
There is nothing more beautiful than a genuine soul with genuine intentions. Don’t change for anyone, you might miss out on the one thing that’s meant for you”
AMEN OR AMMMMENNNN 💕

Turtle necks, mumma hooch, my man, shit Rydges hotel ranks and Madam Woos 💕

No wonder my ex cheated on me so many times 😂😂 kidding... I found this gem in my old Facebook photos that I sent him 😂😂 This is why I think it was so crushing when I found out my ex had cheated on me heaps - because I THOUGHT (key word) I was comfortable around him with my body. Onllllly to find out he cheated on me regularly & THEY WERE ALL SKINNY. Which of course - doesn’t mean anything but to me this completely stripped any confidence I had straight out from underneath me.
I started to compare myself to all the skinny Susan’s, wondering if it only happened because I was ‘fat’. We all think like that once you have been betrayed right? We tend to go a lil cray cray.
But it wasn’t me and my beautiful curves that made him cheat - it was him simply because he’s a c*nt. 🤗
End of.
Love you guys byyeeeee
#TeamBrett ♥️
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Let’s get deep here team. Let’s get reaaallll deep.
In my last relationships I use to HATE having sex. Hated it. I would make up all the excuses under the sun as to why I didn’t want it or it just ain’t happening honey.
I thought I had no sex drive an me Susan just stop getting moist - but I figured it out.
Firstly - I’m now madly & deeply in love with someone so that helps.
Secondly - im now confident in my body. Yesssss I have days where I don’t like it & it’s too chubby but most the time, I am confident enough to embrace my body in any state it is in around Brett.
This has allowed me to feel sexy, and when ya girl feels sexy you get freakkkyyyy.
If you don’t allow yourself to feel ok with your body, you are putting walls up. Me not being confident in my past effected me in many different ways, I wouldn’t go on dates just incase “they thought I was fatter in real life”, I hated having certain meetings, I wouldn’t like to be alone whilst shopping & step foot into stores because I knew I wouldn’t fit any of their clothes, I wouldn’t go out because I felt ‘fat & yuck’, I hattteeedd summer - I would rather cover up my body, my gosh the list is endless.
My hate for my own body completely controlled me & my life and it was horrible.
Just allow yourself to be proud no matter where you are in your self love journey. You are HAWWTTT sister!
You are not alone in feeling down/un-confident at all - in fact if you have ever felt like any of the above CAN I GET A AMMMEENNN 🙌🏼🙌🏼
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Since I was growing boobs & pubs I never felt like I fit in physically, always felt like the ‘fat but funny one’ of the group. I still battle with those horrible thoughts every now & then but I have started to look at myself as a whole.
I’m intelligent, funny, verrrryyy unique, a little odd and I am beautiful.
True beauty is not about fitting into a cultural stereotype at all. It’s about what shines from within.
That doesn't mean we should stop trying to improve, it just means that our time is better spent focusing on building a strong, healthy body and mind rather than trying to fit into society & it’s twisted standards of beauty.
Be you. Boo.
Please tag your biggest inspiration so I can go follow some more epic people who are inspirational! 🦋 I have tagged my biggest inspos for you to follow!
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I got some loose BANGS ⚡️ 👩🏽 Iv changed my city, iv changed me undies, changed me diet & now iv changed my hair!
WHO EVEN AM I.
Ellie hananzie 👋🏻

I literally packed the biggest meltdowns EVER yesterday. I think I did that because I was so pissed off at myself for getting back to square 1 with my fitness. I DIED on our wee hike, and I wanted to cry. My chest felt like it was going to burst out, my legs legit kept giving way on me, my fan lips kept getting caught & I was getting frustrated, I just could not push myself and poor Brett had to maintain his patience to get me to the top.
Once we were up there I realised that I wasted most my energy on me giving up & being angry at myself.
I made it in the end, and I felt super proud looking down at the bottom.
Point of this yarn is don’t compare yourself to others, focus on yourself and where you are today.
Be proud of the small steps you take towards YOUR health journey. If you can only do 15 mins of exercise THEN WELL FUCKN DONE you did 15 minutes more than you would have so be proud. We all have to start from somewhere. Small steps at a time and then BOOM before you know it - you will look back a few weeks & feel so much better & a little more fit 🙏🏼 If you have any motivational quotes share them below to inspire others! #ChanningtatumWillWantYouRegardless

Brett and I have officially survived the first week of living together! Some interesting transformations I have had to adjust too.. Farting - 100% gone out the window and I let them bad baby unicorn blow puffs out whenever they please. Poor Brett.
We have an ensuite - so the toilet is RIGHT by our bed so of course pooing was a hard start. I still make Brett put his headphones on & play music juuuuustttt incase it’s one of those poos where there’s a lot of farting going on. Better to be safe than sorry. I can’t exactly keep the “it’s cute” thing going any longer can I?
Washing - I HATE people seeing my undies. But hey.. if he wants my glory hole then he has to accept that me undies may not be the best, especially at that time of the month.. Girls you know what I mean?
Looking like absolute shit - You know those mornings when you wake up & just look at feel like shit & the last thing you want is for your lover lover to see you in that horrible state? Ya get me?
What was the one thing you found hard about living with a partner/someone? 📷: the hike he made me go on today for our ‘date’.... I died. .
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#queenstown

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