Calling all my angels! I'm in need of some healing thoughts and positive energy for myself and my tribe. Things are rough right now, my cup is overflowing and it's drowning me. But hey on a positive note, my abs are on point this morning, Pilates is working so good!! So I need the most high, pure , golden white light to be sent to my doctor as her triple negative breast cancer has come back. She already had surgery to remove the tumor but will not do chemo or radiation. She is a newer doctor for me but by far the most knowledgeable and I know she can help me. She is such a beautiful pure amazing soul and is in her 70's still working because she wants to help heal people. And she's great at what she does.
For myself, I've been feeling very ill for a month or so now. A few nights ago I almost passed out twice, lost my hearing and everything was going black but I knew it was my blood pressure so I laid down. My BP was 82/65 with a resting pulse of 99. It's been low the last 3 doctors appts I've had, yesterday it was 84/55 with a pulse of 74. My doctor was very concerned even though I went to him for constant bruising and low platelets on my labs. He asked if my feet swelled, if I had trouble breathing laying down, and a bunch of questions all which the answer was YES. He checked the carotid artery in my neck by pressing on it in the stomach and that test was abnormal and he found a heart murmur. He also noted a 2/6 systolic ejection and it should be 6/6. He said this is VERY concerning to him since I lived like this for over two years and no one tried treating it. After heart surgery it got a little better but recently it's gotten bad again. So I'm being sent today for emergency labs, echocardiogram and whatever else the cardiologist deems necessary.
Then the third person that needs your prayers is my mom, as far as we know she's in remission from cancer but she hasn't been feeling well for a while. Upset stomach, extreme fatigue and the last two days a bad pain in her side and nausea, so she's in the ER as we speak and they are saying it's either a kidney stone or cancer. She's getting a CT scan to see.
#love #health #prayers #gooddeeds #cancer