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เฅ Dawn Proctor เฅ  ๐ŸŒ€..:::Life Coach:::..๐ŸŒ€ ๐Ÿ”ฎIntuitive & Energy Healer ((((๐Ÿ’“)))) โœจReclaim your power,see your divinityโœจ ๐Ÿ‘Woke AF๐Ÿ’œ โ€ขBrain tumorโ€ขHeart surgery thriver

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This is about the 6th time I've had to wear one of the #cardiac halter monitors. The one without the wires is the best but it has to be worn for a week or two, the other ones are 24 hours only and they suck! My #cardiologist is doing lots of test to figure out why I'm #anemic and my blood pressure is so low. When I did the stress test with #Echocardiogram on friday my blood pressure was around 85/57 to start and when he had me running my pulse went to 157 and my blood pressure dropped to 63/53. Lol crazy!! And you can see the 2 silver squares on the back of my phone... it's FDA approved by Kardia and takes an EKG of your heart whenever you need to and you can email it right to your doctor. He suggested we try this first and if it does capture the things my heart has been doing ( meaning I can't open my phone, the app, and then start the EKG in time) then I'm going to have to have a device surgically implanted in my heart.

Also my grandmother was released from the hospital last week after the stroke and then a few days later she fell and because they have her on blood thinners she's now in the #ICU with 3 bleeds in her brain strapped to the bed because it's making her aggressive. So much #feminine #suffering right now. Is anyone else experiencing this? Things coming in 3's? Either way, mentally I'm #strong, I'm #positive, I'm #happy, it's just my body that's weary. The physical aspect is wavering, but my self care practices are what has gotten me through all of this and I'm #blessed and #grateful for all of you and to know how to pull myself out of some hard times. I #love you all ๐Ÿ’“#health #heart #heartproblems #personaltrainer #fitfam #yoga #climber #positiveenergy #meditation #mytribe #collectiveconsciousness #thepowerofshe #binauralbeats #pranayama #ascension #shadow #thirdeyeawakening

Still asking for your love and healing energy if you have it to give. Things have gotten worse, not just for me. But I have nausea, headache, tremors, stammering voice, continually lose my words, VERY fatigued and cold and over all don't feel well. I took my blood pressure this morning and it was fucking 72/50 with a pulse of 120 resting and that's just nuts. So I saw one of my docs this morning and she was very concerned and they are referring me to a new cardiologist they really like to get a proper work up on this. Because my heart is "dry" firing, that's what it showed on the Echocardiogram. It's got a 2/6 systolic ejection and it should be 6/6 so my heart is beating "aggressively"( said my doctor) and it's not letting the chambers fill up at all before it's shoving the blood out. This will make your blood pressure really low, starve your brain and organs of oxygen and vital nutrients carried in the blood.
I had to take my mom to the ER on Saturday because my dad was tired for m all of this and they were fighting. She had blood in her urine and her papers said to go back if that happened. I didn't like the care she got at CMH so I took her to St. John's and they said she needed to come back to rule out anything more serious but it's normal to bleed after you have a stent put in but CMH failed to tell her that. Then when I got home from Pilates yesterday my mom was crying and I asked why and I guess my grandmother had her 3rd or 4th stroke and she's still getting over having scabies for the 2nd time.

Then last night I'm hearing this weird noise so I mute the tv and it's my mom moaning every couple of seconds. I go out of my room and my dad is helping her walk around the house and she's moaning from what she claims is a 10/10 pain. After she sits down she's getting fever and chills waiting for the pain meds to kick in continuing to moan with every breath. I did some energy work on her and ended up taking some of it and my kidneys started to hurt and I even broke out on my skin over them this morning and that only happens when they are really struggling. So once the pain meds kicked in my mom calmed down and I could talk to her. Continued in comments ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿฝ

Calling all my angels! I'm in need of some healing thoughts and positive energy for myself and my tribe. Things are rough right now, my cup is overflowing and it's drowning me. But hey on a positive note, my abs are on point this morning, Pilates is working so good!! So I need the most high, pure , golden white light to be sent to my doctor as her triple negative breast cancer has come back. She already had surgery to remove the tumor but will not do chemo or radiation. She is a newer doctor for me but by far the most knowledgeable and I know she can help me. She is such a beautiful pure amazing soul and is in her 70's still working because she wants to help heal people. And she's great at what she does.
For myself, I've been feeling very ill for a month or so now. A few nights ago I almost passed out twice, lost my hearing and everything was going black but I knew it was my blood pressure so I laid down. My BP was 82/65 with a resting pulse of 99. It's been low the last 3 doctors appts I've had, yesterday it was 84/55 with a pulse of 74. My doctor was very concerned even though I went to him for constant bruising and low platelets on my labs. He asked if my feet swelled, if I had trouble breathing laying down, and a bunch of questions all which the answer was YES. He checked the carotid artery in my neck by pressing on it in the stomach and that test was abnormal and he found a heart murmur. He also noted a 2/6 systolic ejection and it should be 6/6. He said this is VERY concerning to him since I lived like this for over two years and no one tried treating it. After heart surgery it got a little better but recently it's gotten bad again. So I'm being sent today for emergency labs, echocardiogram and whatever else the cardiologist deems necessary.

Then the third person that needs your prayers is my mom, as far as we know she's in remission from cancer but she hasn't been feeling well for a while. Upset stomach, extreme fatigue and the last two days a bad pain in her side and nausea, so she's in the ER as we speak and they are saying it's either a kidney stone or cancer. She's getting a CT scan to see.
#love #health #prayers #gooddeeds #cancer

"What are you grateful for?"- said my plate. I'm grateful for this existence, my tribe, moments that have me rapt in awe, the beauty that surrounds me, this healthy food. "What is your dream?" -said my server which is the question of the day. To become a healer and help people see their worth and their divinity . @cafegratitude is such an amazing spot to dine at. It's 100% organic and plant based. The names of the food and drink items are "stimulated" "abundant" etc. they have inspirational sayings all over the restaurant. I AM statements : I am vibrant, I am open, I am thriving etc... please give them your business, the food, environment and staff are amazing!! #organic #organicfood #vegan #vegetarian #love #bodypositive #healthyfood #foodporn #yum #drool #somanyfeels #dessert #losangeles #la #cafegratitude #mmm #business #grateful #nourishing #healthy #personaltrainer #fitfam #yoga #pilates #california

Bored AF in the #sauna ( 135เฅฆ) sweating my ass off so I'm doing a #sensual #dance with the aide of Alina Baraz to help me feel #sexy . May we all realize our worth and our #beauty, it's within all of us. We are all divine beings, Masculine or Feminine, embrace it. #goddesses please feel sexy, because you are. Undulate your hips to music you enjoy, caress yourself with your fingers, move with grace and purpose and reclaim your #sexuality . That #Pussy is powerful, don't forget it, it's the life Source. No more body shaming, you are beautiful, flaws and all and until you believe it I will continue to remind you just how divine you are! Infinite love and gratitude my friends! โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฎ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜ #pussypower #naked #woman #yoni #rootchakra #sacralchakra #kundalini #kundalinirising #divinefeminine #divinemasculine #selflove #touchyourself #togetherwerise #healing #heretocreate #wildwomen #wildwomensisterhood #soulshaker #love #wombhealing #sex #bodypositive

Mmmmmm Kundalini rising! Take my hand let's awaken together. Let's unlearn this societal conditioning and archetypal mind control. Let's create a greater capacity for love than fear. Let's come from compassion rather than judgment or divisiveness. Let's play and be free. Let's sit in rapture and humble gratitude at the complexity and beauty of the Universe. Let's surrender to create peace in our lives. Let's start walking instead of running through life so that we may be able to sit rapt in awe at the beauty in this world! Take my hand, you are not alone, together we rise! .
. #infinitebeing #cosmos #wildwomen #thirdeyeawakening #oneness #moonchild #bethechange #love #universalconsciousness #source #kundalinirising #kundalini #togetherwerise #wildwomensisterhood #entheogenic #unity #transformation #enlightened #spiritualgangster #rumi #syncronicity #divinemasculine #lightworkers #sacred #woman #alchemy #divinefeminine #weareone #heretocreate #wolf

Sauna selfie!! Infrared sauna makes me feel absolutely amazing. Everyone should give it a try especially in this toxic environment we live in!! Go see Lissa and her team at @espiritventura, she is such a beautiful soul and has made sure that even when I'm broke I can still get the care I need. She truly loves what she does and has found her calling in helping people heal and detoxify. They have many different services there, all reasonably priced, her whole team is amazing! Great energy and vibe from them and the space. If anyone deserves your business it's Lissa! Thank you from the bottom of my expansive open heart for everything you've done for me. I am eternally grateful โ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธ#Lissalove #saunaselfie #sauna #infrared #infraredsauna #detox #liver #lymphaticdrainage #healthy #loveyourself #gratitude #charity #smallbusiness #ventura #ojai #camarillo #oxnard #colonic #reiki #reikihealing #footbath #ionicfootdetox #love #vibrancy #energy #painrelief #meditate #organic #selfcare #naked ๐Ÿ˜‰

I'm stretching the shit outta my Psoas the next time I try this rig! I'm not letting a tight muscle keeping me from high stepping be the only reason I can't red point this 5.11b. ( Danger Boy at Wheeler Gorge first pic is right before the crux). The crux is off a very shallow 2 finger gaston and a shitty 2 finger side pull so it's easy to pop off those holds if you're trying to high step and you're struggling to lift your leg that high!! Next time, it's going down!!! #bouldering #climbing #climbing_pictures_of_instagram #doyouclimb #liveclimbrepeat #heretocreate #womenwhoclimb #womenrockclimbing #iloveclimbing #justgoclimb #togetherwerise #rockclimbing #rockclimber #fiveten #deadpointmag #fitfam #getoutside #heyflashfoxy #climbingisbliss #girlswhoclimb #climbingismylife #ojai #ventura #optoutside #prana #c_l_i_m_b #mothernature #personaltrainer #neverstopclimbing #climbyourimpossible

Happy #internationalyogaday to all of my yogis out there! เฅ
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Light
will someday split you open
even if your life is now a cage,

For a divine seed, the crown of destiny,
is hidden and sown on an ancient, fertile plain
that you hold the title to.

Love will surely bust you wide open
into an unfettered, blooming new galaxy
A life-giving radiance will come,

O look again within yourself,
For I know you were once the elegant host
To all the marvels in creation.
From a sacred crevice in your body,
a bow rises each night
and shoots your soul into God.

Behold the Beautiful One
from the vantage point of Love.

He is conducting the affairs
of the whole universe
in a tree house โ€“ on a limb
in your heart. .
#peace #namaste #om #yoga #yogalove #yogaeverywhere #vibratehigher #lightfamily #528hz #love #tarot #frequency #connected #raiseyourvibration #432hz #meditate #unity #enlightened #crystals #5D #lithiapark #lightworkers #sacred #spiritualhealing #divinefeminine #weareone #heretocreate #togetherwerise

At Fit Buddha doing Pilates on the Megaformer. Exercise, stretch, focus, breathe. "Awake my dear be kind to your sleeping heart take it out into the vast fields of Light and let it breathe.โ€
โ€œWhen you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bounds: Your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.โ€ -
Krishna Pattabhi Jois
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. #infinitebeing #cosmos #wildwomen #pilates #oneness #moonchild #bethechange #love #universalconsciousness #source #frequency #connected #raiseyourvibration #wildwomensisterhood #entheogenic #unity #magik #enlightened #spiritualgangster #5D #bodypositive #divinemasculine #lightworkers #sacred #meditation #alchemy #divinefeminine #weareone #heretocreate #shamanism

That's my Father and I up there ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ @alex__bury took myself and my father out on 6/18, Fathers Day, and it was my 69 year old fathers 3rd time ever climbing and his first time outdoors and Alex made it a beautiful experience. My father climb a 5.8 twice and two 5.9's. I lead for the first time in years, it was only a 5.8 but I'm happy I did it. I also revisited Danger Boy 5.11b . I have not red pointed this climb yet( but you're only doing it on top rope that doesn't count*in a snarky voice * it counts to me because I don't even know how I'm able to climb at all let alone hard stuff so I'll happily say I red pointed a 5.11b on top rope when it happens! Can't steal my thunder ๐Ÿ˜) but I would have by now if my damn Psoas wasn't so tight!!! It happens almost every time because I forgot to stretch. The crux is a high step off two two finger barely there holds and because I can't lift my leg high enough it pops me off. I got the move 3rd try though and cruised the last 3/4 of the climb!

Alex Bury is a phenomenal guide. He takes the time to educate you about the history of the area you're climbing at. He explains the type/s of rock you will be climbing on. If you are having him teach you to belay he does so with patience and understanding, and it's very easy to understand the technique the way he presents it to you. He is extremely encouraging when you are climbing and it definitely helps motivate you and if you think you can't do something he will cheer you on and make you feel like you CAN!! But I think the most important thing is how paramount safety is to him. He is meticulous in his craft to ensure that you are safe, and climbing is all about redundancy for means of safety and I trust him with my life!

#bouldering #climbing #climbing_pictures_of_instagram #doyouclimb #liveclimbrepeat #heretocreate #womenwhoclimb #womenrockclimbing #iloveclimbing #justgoclimb #fathersday #rockclimbing #rockclimber #fiveten #deadpointmag #fitfam #getoutside #heyflashfoxy #climbingisbliss #optoutside #climbingismylife #ojai #madrock #girlswhoclimb #prana #c_l_i_m_b #mothernature #personaltrainer #neverstopclimbing #climbyourimpossible

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