Growing up is hard. One minute everything's good, the next everything's crashing down. No matter what you're going through, know that it's somebody out there going through it too or maybe even worse. Everything that glitters ain't gold. I may not show that certain things affect me, but I'm done bottling up everything I'm feeling inside of me. I'm aware that I do need help.... and I'm not a shame to admit it... My mental/emotional health isn't where it should be, i don't feel close to god like I used to be, I've been losing myself. I was crying everyday in my room alone to deal with everything and in 15 minutes would just go out for drinks etc like nothing was wrong. I needed to talk about it. I just want every girl(or boy) out there to know that it's okay. Find your purpose, find out what it is you're destined for... and know everything happens for a reason. God gives his toughest soldiers the hardest battle. Everything you do affects somebody whether you know it or not. And if you are going through anything/something... 1. Find that inner self love. Without that you'll have nothing I promise. 2. Know that it's okay. God got you. 3. CHALLENGE YOURSELF. And know that I love you, whoever you are ❤️ *Jeremiah 29:11* read it everyday!!!!