The past few weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions❤️my father was in the hospital, the diagnosis is not very positive. Our relationship hasn’t been the best (very long story) I have been feeling sad, nostalgic, happy , uncertain so many emotions sometimes I don’t know how to handle. As I scroll through Instagram all I see is photos of people looking happy , showing their body gains, a beautiful outfit, me sharing the amazing time I had at my last event . I felt the need to share this, not for sympathy, not for anything else , but to share what’s happening behind the scenes. it’s so easy for us to get caught up in this “alternative reality” called social media . I want to be able to share my happy moments and also not so happy moments with you. I want to remind you that it will not always be a happy time , but with an attitude of gratitude things feel like they are better. I don’t know how to pretend to be happy when inside I am sad , worried or down,I just can’t. Sometimes, we feel like we need to share only the most positive and amazing moments of our lives because that’s what everyone else is doing .
We are humans and we have feelings too , and it’s ok! Yesterday, I was able to see my dad and talk to him through FaceTime, he is surround by family and he is ok with his situation . We were able to talk, share recipes (my aunts were cooking), laugh and connect like we haven’t in years. I am grateful for every moment in my life even the really hard ones because they have always taught me something and I know they are for my greatest good. If you made it all the way here THANK YOU🙏🏽 I hope this posts serves you in any way ❤️