I know these little "diary entries" are either "oh my god my life is going nowhere" or "new things are happening, oh my god, life is amazing"
And today, is an "omg life is amazing" type :3
I've finished a whole year of acting classes @identitydrama_ and learned so much about myself as a person and found out what I can actually do with whatever little potential I might have. I have learned to be motivated and to let myself feel emotions rather than control them, I've realised that my body is a tool to allow my abilities to shine and not a trap that won't allow my self-esteem to prosper, I've learned to be more disciplined and I've rediscovered my love for learning, which I had lost quite a few years ago..
And even more new things are coming! I've even found the passion and determination to go to uni!! After I had spent years convinced I wouldn't go for it any time soon! It's hilarious in the most positive of ways, sincerely :')
Anywho, who knows what might or not happen next? I might hate uni, I might go broke and rely on my parents more than I'd like to, I might not be able to manage my time between uni, acting and work, I might go through unwanted stress, I might have a breakdown due to suppressed issues I have yet to uncover (I've uncovered quite a few since living here, hehe) Who knows~ I'm looking forward to it though: prepare for the worst and hope for the best :3 right?
Btw, special thanks to @danjamesboulton for the wonderful picture!! :D
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