It's so hard to explain the moment and what happens to the brain, but for a split second my mind is full of smiles because it feels like he's here. It feels like no time has passed and when I walk in the house he'll be there; the family is whole; the chain is not broken. And then that split second goes away and you're sadder than you were before. You’re jealous of the people around you that have never felt such a loss, wishing you could relive who you were before. What I would give to take you out for a drink on your 30th birthday (yeah your little sis can do that now) I want to wish you the very best birthday in Heaven, my brother, Mark Gjetaj. Loving you so much ♥️ ...Btw, have you seen Tupac and Biggie yet?