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LoveLife  Living, laughing, loving, crying, & always learning. Have a GREAT day!! I am #visuallyaddicted. Photography📷 & Music🎵 set me free💜.

Cleaning old stuff is much more fun when you make bubbles while doing it. Yes, it's the simple things in life that make me genuinely smile and put me at my happiest. 😌💖✌🏼️
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Just like the sun peeking through the clouds my self esteem has risen,
father you'd be proud.
No longer afraid I embrace who I am,
sensitive and caring,
it makes me feel proud.
His words can't stop me now,
I see my future,
it's beyond the clouds.
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I see you every week,
You tear through my dreams.
Jolted from my sleep by my own screams.
Dreams of you leaving havoc by any means,
I wake pulling phantom fingers feeling them laced around my throat.
Flashbacks of the real fear that so often you wanted me to feel,
so real in my sleep,
they say it's called PTSD.
Broken in my mind,
pieces I can't rebuild.
I realize now that you no longer loved me,
if even that was real.
Memories of that love no longer forever mine,
only memories of the joy I saw in your eyes,
as you broke my bones and tried to shatter my spine.
You had a lot of skill,
smiling through it all,
telling me that you would choose when I would fall.
I can never forget,
as you threw me to the ground, the pride in your eyes as my body went limp.
Again and again you pounded me on to the floor,
so much force and still you wanted to do more.
"Happy now! Want some more!?" I laid there and wept as you said I was weak,
"What a pathetic mess" you would say for crying so deep.
"Don't make a noise or you'll get some more, you stupid, pathetic, little whore."
Beat my face til you broke my nose,
popped out my jaw,
it pushed in to my ear canal,
and still through it all I begged you to stop,
told I loved you and, that you were better than this.
Then said you'd help me, that only you cared, told me this was love and you were teaching me how to be.
Taught me nothing but pain and deceit.
Showed our kids what a real man should never be.
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#insomnia #baddreams #real #poetry #reallifepoetry #poem #yousuckatbeingahumanbeing #forevermore

Making many changes and taking chances. Life is so different compared to where I thought I'd be 3 years ago. Sometimes sad for the things that didn't work out the way I thought but I keep happily looking forward to positive changes.
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Um, yum! I'm not big on seafood but I tried salmon for the first time.
I'd put a little more garlic and herbs but grilled Alaskan Salmon is pretty good, especially with yummy sides!
Here's to trying new things and a better outlook on life🍻
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The beauty when I look up reminds me that things change. For better or worse. I need to move on, keeping living life and see all the good that can come from change. My perspective needs to stay positive and believe that without certain people in my life I will be better off because it's not my job to worry about someone who has no care for me.
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