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Leonard Mathew Lucius Teo  The Joy of the Lord is my Strength and I will call upon this strength when I am weak for I am his beloved son.

Good to be lifting weights again but also feeling horribly weak from doing utterly nothing in army. Well. Gotta get back to working out, those PRs aren't gonna be broken by themself.
Snatching 50kg. Missing. Then 45kg. Then 55kg C&J and then 60kg C&J

Been waiting quite a few weeks to see these amazing people and what SOW17 meet up wouldn't be complete without lots of laughing, noise, food and God. :) so extremely thankful to have you amazing people in my life and I really hope you guys had a great time tonight, thanks for coming to my side of Singapore and now, I'm gonna nurse my fever. Haha Day 161 out of SOW done!

Say hello to Charlene :) my new baby, a Furch G25CR. Isn't she lovely?

Thank you guys for making my Sunday and my birthday this year, I legitimately didnt expect it and I'm so thankful for you all. I'm clearly either really really tired the past week or I'm just so blur and didn't know you guys were planning this xD love you all so much. Here's to 21 and still Yolo @bernshmern

I can't begin to express how thankful I am to have these people, my second family, in my life. I look back at SOW now and really miss it and wish I could go back to those memories, making myself live in the past has made me so miserable the past month but knowing that these people are still in the present, with me, encouraging me, praying for me, being the light of Christ to me. It's what keeps my spirits up. Faith in myself, faith in God's plan for me. Hope that things will get better. I can truly be open to these brothers and sisters, knowing I will not get judged but instead hear truths from God to reaffirm me that I'm okay, I'm not as bad as I think I am. Thank you, each and every one of you who came for supper tonight and graciously gave your time and accepted the plea of a poor army boy's request for friends. :) love you all, SOW17 lives On!

BLOOPERS

"I know the sorrow, I know the hurt, would all go away if you'd just say the word but even if you don't, my hope is you alone"

I can't say that army hasn't started to have its effects on me. It's not been easy at all and I've had lies in my brain constantly for the past few weeks and I've let it get to me, pressure to live up to expectations, to prove something that doesn't matter, focused on secular things. I've never felt so confused, lost, hopeless, scared in my life. I've lost sight of who i was when I had God by my side. I can't say that the next few days, months or however long, is gonna be better because I don't know, only God does, but whatever it is, I'm scared but I know I gotta let God show me his plans. But it's times like this when I really understand it when community members who've been through army say that their faith and the community is what gets them through army.
Also. Part 2 of this song is on @dairymilkmilk insta xD and BLOOPERS are next. XD

This. This community is why I drive across Singapore for, these sowers have become my family, for 8 weeks of community living, seeing each other at our worst, living with each other, learning our habits, praying for each other, being there for each other. I'm so thankful I attended sow and I couldn't imagine having any one else to have gone through sow with. Being back at OYP after 2 months, basically the whole BMT, being back in the place I called home for 8 weeks, it brought back so many memories, memories I want to relive, a period of time that was amazing, centred on my faith, surrounded by incredible people. I sat there tonight in the queue for recon, looking at our photo on the OYP photo wall and I teared up because I really missed sow, that small OYP ground became comfort, the hall where we had @heartacherry torturous arm exercises, the field where we had games, the mount for session every morning when we were so tired, the carpark where we had frisbee. Everything came back like a flood. It was a beautiful 8 weeks and I would give anything to go back to it, but I know it's not possible, we have to move on and grow with these experiences, and that's what I'll do. :) thank you to all of you who came to supper tonight so spontaneously, it really made my night, and my week, and it's the most comfortable I've felt since I enlisted. I love you all so much and can't wait to meet up soon! (Spot the new additions to the SOW17 group heh)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @allysmawy haha. I'm really very thankful to have you in my life. From the moment I saw your Pink hair that looked like cotton candy, I knew I had found someone as crazy as me. All your ridiculous monkey runs to hug me to making annoying faces in photos. You have been an amazing friend to me, in SOW and outside SOW, despite you never replying me and not coming to my POP, but you did send me off for my enlistment so I'll give that to you haha. But we really need to meet up soon because I miss your craziness. Love you many many and happy birthday. May God continue to Bless your beautiful soul and continue being the smawy everyone loves. :)

So in love with these shoes. Came home after 9 weeks in BMT to these. :)

POP OH! first chapter of my army Journey is done! 2 months of being a scorpion warrior, rolling in mud, digging holes to sleep in, eating mush from a packet, doing push ups on hot parade ground and everything in between. Thank you to all my section mates, you guys are a bunch of jokers, love you all and thank you for all the good and bad times, pulling me through everything. To the platoon one commanders, thank you from the bottom of my heart, you made our BMT Journey a very memorable experience.
On to the next phase!

Squad goals. :) working out as the sun goes down. Noice.

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