I hope it's not weird to post this - but I finally visited my father and I am embarrassed to admit how long it took me. Dad, you're on my mind more often then not and for the longest time I was too afraid to admit how much I miss and need you. This is me letting you know that I'm on my way to getting and being better. This is me letting go and accepting. Come see me in my dreams, cause it's been too damn long. All my love, always and forever and ever.