This will be my last post for a while as im trekking into the Peruvian Amazon, alone, for 2 weeks, to take intense hallucinogenic drugs (ahayuasca) every other day. Shitting and pissing and vomiting my guts up in order to rid myself of the demon spirits that reside within me and to look for some answers to some very persistent questions.
I wish I could share some of the experience here as it's mostly the equivalent of vomit and diahorrea that I see on instagram so it only seems fair.
Anyway, good luck to the Machu Picchu shamen witch doctors having to deal with me.
I am a perfect mess - possessed by my ego, my fears, my insecurities. Judgmental, hypocritical, jealous, controlling, obsessive and more. A psycho lunatic whore from hell. Looking for love! Lord help me.
It's come at a serendipitous time as I need a serious break from antisocial media.
In 4 months I've become addicted to the insta app, the likes, the followers, the validation, and ultimately, I've become the very thing that I loathe. A desperate, attention seeking motormouth.
It's time to let go of my phone and reconnect with the real world (Aka having my mind and soul opened up and fist-fucked by jungle pygmies while on strong drugs).
To anyone who I offended with any of my posts, I shallowly and insincerely apologise.
And for those of you who I didn't offend, I'm sorry. If my head isn't shrunken and impaled on a stick then I'll be back soon, and I'll get around to you then.