Bright hair 💯💯 -
Yet another reason to love snow! It brings out the best in my hair colour 💋❤️-
I doubt a lot of you will read this, so I feel safe enough writing this down. -
Things are not going well. There. I've said it. -
Problem is, I don't know why things aren't going well or what is even wrong, so I don't know how to handle it.... -
I love my man and I'm so lucky to have him. -
I have my multiple pets -
I love my new job even though it sure has it's downsides.... And i am learning to love my body as it goes through the changes of weightloss.-
but yet..... i still feel that something is off....
I can't quite put my finger on it but I can't shake this feeling.
•••• When i look in the mirror, i feel nothing... i genuinely feel bored with how i look and i want to change things up but I don't know how. (Not talking about the weightloss know because I am in fact diggin' how it is starting to show but about my "look" and style in general)
When i come home after work, i feel bored... i have my sfx and Netflix to keep me busy but yet I still feel like there is something missing. -
••• The worst part is, I guess, I don't feel at home in my own home.... -
••• I have trouble finding a place to come to rest. I feel like I'm always under some kind of stress and am always so tense... I don't know how to really relax and let go anymore... -
But I guess it's up to me to fix things. But I first have to find out what exactly is bothering me so much....
So yeah, that was just my rambling... don't really know if there is a point to all of that... just wrote down what came to mind and has been on my mind for a long time. ... ---