“I’m obsessive and I love too hard, good at overthinking with my heart”
This line in this song resonated the most with me. I’ve got a big heart and people always tell me I fall and feel too deeply. Why? If I’m going to invest in you, I’m going to throw myself in beyond my own expectations. I’m self sacrificial when it comes to love because I honestly try to love unconditionally.
I also overthink way too damn much. Do they really love me? Are they going to leave me? Why did she ghost me? What did I do wrong?
There’s truth to each of my thoughts and during this time of self-discovery, I have noted what I need to switch my focus to. My faith, myself, and relationships dear to me.
I can be needy, but now I need to be patient with those around me and give those I love room to breathe and grow too. But that doesn’t mean I stop loving in the midst of the silence. I can love from a distance. Just a reminder to each of you- that you are loved and someone truly cares for you, even if you don’t see it. Keep growing, y’all ✨
Full song: https://youtu.be/P_tX7jeUK9c