happy birthday buddy buddy buddy! we've been friends for almost 5 years, but it has felt like so much longer. all of it lives in my head and i can vividly remember almost everything. i'm 100% positive i could write a book about all of the memories we have together: you holding my head back on your desk in mr. megathlin's class, coloring on water bottles with markers and then handing them to me, stealing my jumps, making commercials, taking flash selfies in the pitch black darkness of your room, playing slender and nearly peeing ourselves out of sheer fear or from laughing so hard, and so much more. our friendship has so many aspects and that's why it's one of my favorites. we can go from laughing until we cant breathe to seriousness without having to think twice and i think that's probably the best thing i could ever ask for. you have guided me through so much in my life. you might not realize it, but the little things you say to me or do for me really go a long way in my life. i can easily say you know more about me than almost anyone else & that says a lot. i trust you with my life because you have proven to me that you are the most caring, sympathetic, amazing person i couldve ever stumbled upon in my lifetime. i'll never forget all the nights we spent talking about absolutely nothing and everything all at once, the smell of your car, the softness of your bed, the many MANY baja blasts we've drank together, our ridiculously stupid inside jokes, the secrets you have confided in me, the times spent screaming melanie & twenty one pilots together, all the times you messed up the makeup caroline was putting on me, you making fun of me, laying in your pool on cold nights watching netflix or listening to music, bloobytunes, riding scooters through oak mountain, burning school work, crying over sad videos for no reason, and way way way too much more. thank you for allowing me in your life and letting me see everything about you. you are one of my best best best friends and i wouldn't trade you for anyone or anything else in the world. i love you more than you could ever begin to understand. thank you for making me feel loved, relevant, and important.