Documenting #life to be #relatable. 👌✌ 💫💥✨💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 So i been in and out of this abusive gaslighting-manipulative toxic relationship with a close friend for three years. I met him when i was the most broken and vulnerable. I was fifteen. Hated life. Hated family. Had severe #anxiety. No friends. I would leave highschool and sit in a dark room and do nothing but lay on the couch hours. Didn't drink, i didn't eat. Not that i had much food at home anyway. 🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣 Point being. I was looking for anything and anyone who claimed they were a solution. He said he was. " I have a car i'll take you anywhere you want to go. I help my friends. I'll be your therapist. You can always talk to me. Call anytime" blah blah. Literally the most fairytale highschool teen movie type shit. Never followed through. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ The moral is... Crank the Volume ON ACTIONS. Mute the words. They meaningless. I've been #writing about it a lot. It's about time i get it out my #mind. So. Yea. Music. Coming soon. I #hate and love how me and him have such a long story. There's so much to reveal.