today was a quintessentially october-esque october 1st. along with being my birth month, oct. is the time when my spirit feels most connected to nature's rhythms. my fellow anxious depressives, ya feel me?? more gloomy days than bright ones, but when the sun comes out the air is crisp and those beautiful days are just that much more special (kind of how living in my mind feels 💁🏼). I get to nest and read and write and chill and even feel melancholy now and then and the weather isn't begging me to be otherwise. and yet there's plenty of activity and social engagements to cater to my mega-extraverted tendencies. ohhh sweet october I could just squeeze you!