Yargh, I got behind on posting, though I did do these pulls with these particular decks on the actual days. #soultarotchallenge @wildsoulhealing 🌻
Day 25, A fear that is ready to become an ally: Seven of Pentacles. The first message that leaped out was regarding the lovely interpretation I heard by Lindsay Mack (@wildsoulhealing) that this card can be about divine timing. I easily get anxious about time: arriving on time, alotting the “right” amount of time to any given activity, etc. Sometimes I get *incredibly* stressed out about what I think others’ expectations are of me, or rules they set, with regards to time. (That sentence doesn’t really make sense, but I’m having trouble describing it! 😆) At any rate, this card is a gentle reminder that I can let go of my anxiety a little, let go of the rigid rules I inadvertently place on myself trying to please everyone else or to meet expectations that probably don’t exist anyway! I can alleviate this anxiety by being more communicative with those around me and especially with myself. In another sense, I can take my time with things: everything doesn’t have to be done right away and all at once (altho that’d be freakin nice!). 🌻
Day 26, A card I am being invited to embody some aspect of: High Priestess, reversed. Oof, too true. I could use more “sitting with myself.” I quite literally am always listening to something: music or podcasts. If I’m not listening, then I’m watching YouTube or playing video games. 😩 This is definitely a call to cut out distraction and seek knowledge from within. How can I hear my intuition if I’m constantly listening to something else? 🌻
Day 27, What am I gratefully leaving behind in February? Four of Wands, reversed. I am borrowing from an interpretation from Dr. Elliot Adam (@elliotoracle) when I say I’m ready to let go of expecting perfectionism of myself!! Ugh, I hate to beat a dead horse, but I have a real problem with being “unhappy” unless xx is “just so,” or whatever. It’s not so much an unhappiness, but the weirdest most random thing can be disappointing and then I focus on that rather than enjoying the moment. Whyyyyy do I do thisssss!! It’s so stressful!