I feel like I can maybe afford only one hobby in this lifetime so do I spend all my money on make up, pins, sewing, tattoos, video games, collectibles, electronics, or subscription services/boxes? or food. wait food is an important hobby.
🛵 Skrrrrrrrrrrrtttt emotions and mental status update ahead:
the past few days I've been feeling pretty off. could very well be the fact I've been forgetting to take my antidepressant early enough in the day and ending up skipping it. it probably shouldn't make a big difference but just knowing I haven't been taking it has made me extra aware and probably selfconscious of my moods. I just feel like I'm falling into old habits and it's a path I definitely don't want to go back down. Sometimes I just feel helpless and like I'm losing grasp on the good things. work is my current solace. I feel good going in there and being productive and I appreciate the structure, but solely relying on work isn't good for me. Especially if the anxiety is seeping into my work. Anyway, since I'll need a new psychiatrist anyway as my 3 month supply of meds are bound to run out, I've been looking up psychiatrists and therapists while I'm at it and I THINK I've found a decent one out here. We'll see.