I will say with things changing and thoughts going the opposite direction. The scenery has been good for me. I thought there was nothing else for me. I felt I was the queen of failure as if "this is my life and I can't do anything about it". It's been tough to keep going and staying positive. Especially when someone uses you, and like a dummy I fell for it.
Then suddenly. The light shows through. Wakes you up. The warmth of it makes me feel a gentleness of love. I have to let go. I have to let go of those who have done me wrong. When I say "they've done me wrong". They've really done me wrong. I'm not going to ask the question "why"? Or "what did I do"? Anymore.
Never ever make someone feel as if they're being thrown in the garbage.
I'm so thankful for the love of my family and friends. Without the courage and support of them I don't know where I'd be at. I'm so loved by my family and always will be. I'll never feel like I'm striving for their love. They make me feel worthy.
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