Not a day goes by that I don't miss you like crazy Matt. It's been over a year and it still feels so unreal, because you should still be here, you should have lived a long happy life, you deserved to be happy Matty. And I'm so sorry I didn't tell you I love you enough but I'm so proud to say you're my brother, and no matter how much time has passed you are still my brother. I love you and I wish I could tell you one more time how much I love you because you were everything to me, you were my best friend, my role model and I can never thank you enough for everything you've done for me. Matty why did you have to go, it's not fair that you're gone, it's not fair that you didn't get longer on this earth. It's not fair that I will never see you smile or hear you laugh. None of it is fair! I love you Matty, and I hope you're happy in heaven. I hope you know that I think about you everyday. It still hurts like hell that you're gone, and that pain may dull through the years but it will always be there because I have a hole in my heart where you were. I love you Matt, you are the best brother a girl could have ever had.