One thing ive learned about this journey of recovering and transforming my body is... i need to choose to love myself everyday. Because if i do not love myself how am i supposed to allow someone else to love me? God says that power is in the tongue and the words we speak so ive been speaking out loud words of encouragement and not agreeing with the negative thoughts in my head. Looking at my scars and brusies everyday is something im reminded, its not holding me back they are signs of victory and make me beautiful! They tell my story. Although changes are not happening as fast as i would like, i love seeing the small changes. I love this journey i am on and im blessed to josh by my side and that he continually is pushing me and even in my worst moments he still loved me. Im continuing to only get stronger and i will not stop!