When will i ever get a chance to see you again? This picture was taken back in 2009 when i lived in HI. I was 200 pounds solid. As years gone by i have struggled to maintain my weight and have grown HUGE compared to this picture you are seeing. I'm posting this as a reminder to really say I AM DONE!!! I came to a point where i am not liking who i am anymore. Yes, i'm comfortable in my own skin but, there's something deeper that's telling me it's not right. I just can't do it anymore.. CHANGE needs to happen now. Make fun of me, judge me... But this is it! Goodbye to this fuckin FAT self of mine i'm tired of you! I hope to never EVER see you again!! 🙏🏼 - "God, please help me through this Journey....."