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Jodie๐Ÿ’•Lois  - โ˜ฎMultifacetedโ˜ฏ๏ธ - ๐ŸŽค.๐Ÿ“š.๐Ÿข.๐Ÿ“ธ.โœ.๐Ÿ”ฎ.๐Ÿ”จ.๐Ÿฅ‘.๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ.๐Ÿง˜๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ.๐Ÿƒ.โ™‘.๐ŸŒฑ - 'This too, shall pass.' ๐ŸŒค -

Been a while since I shared one of these pictures. When I firsts saw this photo I thought I looked overweight. I saw all imperfections and felt I wasn't attractive. Now I look at the photo and I see me. Exactly as I was. There is no fault in being insecure but just know that the moments you don't accept yourself are the ones you can never get back. Hindsight is a mother fucker and it will bite you in your arse. If you are unhappy about something then only you have the ability to change it. Strive for something. Otherwise sit down and shut up because achievements have no time for procrastinators. Be amazing ๐Ÿ’ž

Model: @shantilouisedragon ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media who I will be shooting with soon ๐Ÿ˜

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Sooo... I can't lie. I was actually worried to do this 10year challenge. I never really look back unless it's at baby pictures. I was so surprised. A decade has done nothing for me closing my gob lol. What has changed is my mind set. On most things. Though there is still a lot of stuff to undo in the decade that led from that first picture. I am on my way. With no bottle in hand. I suppose the difference is I can now pull that face without being insecurely shit faced. Madness. Appreciate your journey people as its the only reason we are here today as we are. Have a good day. X

#10yearchallenge #decade #aged #20 #30 #change #growth #alcohol #teetotaler #booze #sober #hope #work

Soooo.... Good morning to my 30th bday. I have been patiently awaiting this day for what seems like a eternity. So many people seem to fear getting older but I have always felt this is where I belong. Like a new home or location that I can feel safe. This is the year of my life where i leave my 20s. They were a painful lesson. The were ups and downs. It was more bumpy and loud than a pull travel case on cobble stones. I am grateful for the knowledge and who I have become because of them but I am ready to let go and move forward positively. Happy birthday to me... Well done Jodie... You survived it and life congratulated you with a new decade to live. Love xxx

#birthday #30 #decade #aging #balloons #pretty #newstart #forward #lessons #hope #plans #ready #magic #letgo #knowledge #power #hope #life #amazing #grateful #love #suprise

With the new year approaching I now get to sort myself a new list of goals for 2019. This excites me. I love a list, I love achieving and most of all it makes me happy knowing I will achieve them. Next year is my year people. I am going to be 30 in 8days. This decade is mine to make magical. For all those who want to watch then come with me on this journey but for those who don't like others to succeed... Close your eyes. Try writing a list of 10 doable things and see how you fly. Love x ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media
Model: @shantilouisedragon

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Merry Christmas to you all. I hope no matter how you are spending your day you are enjoying it how you see fit. Be that chilling and having some you time or arguing with your loved ones over silly things. I have been cooking with my brother and having my family eat vegan Christmas Dinner. They all joined in on trying the food much to their surprise of flavours. Some white girls season food after all lol. I joke... Much love to you on this day. Xxx

#vegan #eyes #christmas #hat #choice #merry #hope #family #cooking #life #live #kiss #me #makeup #pretty

This new job is tiring. I am shattered. I have filled up so much of my time now with work that I can sit and wonder if I am really living. I lay in bed wishing to sleep longer but I still wake up and go in. Why? Because I love my work. To look at the tiny babies that I am trusted to work with. The love and trust they have for me as they fight for my attention. Like survival of the fittest lol. I feel blessed. Yes I am tired and no I do not have an ideal amount of spare time but you know what... I am happy ๐Ÿ˜Š do what makes the hardest things worth it. ๐Ÿ’• ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media

P. S new shoot on sat... #model #modelling #sexy #lingerie #boobs #hot #girls #bed #bedroom #work #life #love #joy #time #ambition #babies #hope #sleep #saucy #makeup #waiting #photography #boudoir

I love this image. I didn't know whether I could pull this off when @shantilouisedragon suggested the blood. It was out of my comfort zone but I am trying to experience all I can because fear and anxiety will have you live in a box. I box myself away at times but still keep the lid open so I can see the sky. Be brave people. There is nothing like a room with a view. Xxx ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media

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I am sat here in my new flat. Having achieved so much in the last month feeling rather empty. I am drained and feel very emotional. As a sufferer of depression and anxiety i often run myself all the way out before i start a new. The metamorphosis of myself is regular and exciting but also daunting and scary. I am scared. Is this the right choice, am i good enough? This is not a call for help but a message to say that you dont have to be going through hard times to need a break. It can all be pointing in a great direction. Just listen to you. The real you. Cacoon yourself once more little catapillar for you need to rest before you can fly ๐Ÿ˜

#smile #tired #anxiety #depression #faith #words #butterfly #downday #drained #hiding #light #cacoon #love #self #eyes #pretty #model #notes #future

With the change in the season and and all the changes in my life i have to admit, I am feeling its all a bit much. I keep going as i always do but i am TIRED. With having cronic fatigue that tired is only exacerbated and I am emotional and reflective. My body shuts down and attacks itself from the inside out. My antibodies are overly paranoid and attack. Once they realise we are friends its too late. The human body is an amazing thing. We all only get one. No matter what you have done to it, it tries to fix for you. I abused it with drugs and alcohol for years and its still doing what it can for me. I am blessed that is the case. Be good to yourself. Love yourself. You are amazing ๐Ÿ’•

P.s. Yes... they are nipples! ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media

#body #love #grateful #biology #modelling #model #cfs #me #tired #antibodies #pretty #nightwear #sexy #underwear #nipples #eyes #gym #fitness #hope #strength #happiness #future #abuse #change #redemption #choices

I have recently been going through some mental hurdles. When i say 'through' i mean tripping over each one because i am not able to find the momentum to jump. So many things are going right that equalibrium is enabling the darkest parts of my brain to play. I find myself wanting to give up and tell my past its won, I am broken.... but i wont. Wether its strength or subborness i feel lucky that i can find the light somewhere and know its worth the push. Wrap up warm people and push for your light. For in the dark there are always stars ๐ŸŒ 

#love #light #hurdles #push #hope #life #warm #stars #equalibrium #balance #living #sexy #dark #model #modelling #underwear #lingerie #oil #figure #gym #gains #eyes #makeup #lips #darkness #mental #strength

It all started when I decided I wasn't happy in my situation. In 3 weeks I decided to level up my career, got a new job, got a new living arrangement, planned to move to london, been to #newyork where i experienced a lot and had severe jet lag and sickness. Once I decide, there is no stopping me! If you want something people... go and get it... its only you standing in your way. Haters are going to hate regardless, so ignore the noise and focus. Much love. Have a positive weekend. Remember some see hurdles as a sport! X ๐Ÿ“ธ: @dark_moon_media
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Sorry to disappoint but I'm not perfect.. i never will be. I fall off the same as the rest of us. I suffer with depression and anxiety regularly. Self doubt and my inner critic speak louder than any praise. I have to navigate the same as anyone. I have to be brutally honest with myself and accept that i have choices. If i make the wrong one... i own it. So... if you have popped me on a pedastool and think i am something special... im not. Take me down, I want to look you in the eyes when we talk. X
#newyork #donut #self #love #brave #hope #acceptance #dreams #special #honest #eyes #pretty #blue #me #america #observatory #life #struggle #depression #anxiety #perfect

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