This fuckin tubing...so..Funny story ....well sorta funny if you're into that life reflection type of shit...haha ******
****** I bought this stuff prettt much 7yrs ago and mess with it here and there ...it's that Chinese amber tubing .....anyways it fucks with me damn near every time. This is the very last of it and I was thinking about it...of course on a quiet day off on a Monday with nothing but my thoughts ...ya some of you get that...
Anyways this shit I bought about the beginning of the worst rollercoaster ride of my life ...I feel it's cursed in a sense to remind me that no matter my absolute control of what I make most times ...this shit reminds me none of that matters ...absolutely zero. Here's the thing tho ...I know for a fact everytime I've had issues with it..I see where I went wrong and just hadn't been paying attention...get a little cocky "I got this" type stuff....and then you don't and you watch something so simple and so beautiful just split ...HAHAHAHA...I know that sounds sad but I'm not kidding ...I have less than a 50% success rate with this glass.....terrible with 15+yrs on the torch!
When I chucked this up this morning i had thought about all of this cause this actual piece of tubing signifies the end of a case of glass I bought at my lowest of lows with those long term effects that happen ...I've been able to do beautiful things for people ..not just with glass but also in life. I've been told I have a healing personality ...and will take on burdens with people ....no matter what tho...life likes to remind you your skills don't mean shit and will go sideways instantly when your not paying attention....it's funny to me how melting on the torch reflects my life from one day to the next ...unbalance plays a key role to those bad days where nothing goes right!!! This tubing for some goddamn reason slaps me around like a red headed step child at will!!!😂😂😂 So today is a Monday ...I do love my Mondays usually ...but I'm about to take on a risky challenge ...and no I am just talking about this last chunk of glass ...I'm sorta out of my "life dice" to roll so the glass is safer!!😂--that was a good one!!haha--
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