Recently I’ve been having those days that are filled with self doubt, insecurities, fear for the future, you know, the whole destructive 9 yards. But what I have been trying to focus on is that no matter how many times I’ve felt like this in life, looking back, everything has always worked out perfectly. God sees the bigger picture, and he’s in control when everything seems out of control around me. And while it’s hard to fully grasp that when I feel like I’m a flailing turtle stuck on its back, I know deep down it’s true. I can only do my best each day and trust that God has the rest. Today, my best probably resting the entire day with heating pads and Christmas movies. Hopefully with some work thrown in there. And maybe all the pumpkin spice in the world. Because if there’s anything that is for sure, it’s that pumpkin spice fixes almost everything.