Being the most open right now because it’s been on my mind. So I’ve lost a total of 50 pounds throughout my whole weight loss journey.
Am I proud? Hell yeah I am.
Am I more confident? Hell yeah I am.
Do I regret it? No one second of it.
But the biggest thing I HATE about my weight loss, is my loose skin (last video). Some may look at that as gross because to me it is gross. But I want to be open about it to show that not all you see is rainbows and butterflies. I still struggle with insecurities although I thought loosing weight would make happier with myself, which it has but it comes with pros and cons just like anything in life. I used to be so insecure about me being over 200 pounds but now I’m so insecure about my loose skin. The loose skin makes me feel like I’m still fat. When I sit, I don’t have fat rolls, I have skin rolls.... (that just sounds weird) but it’s true. With that being said I am happy with my hard work and dedication that it takes to get to where I am, I am proud of myself too don’t get me wrong. Hope everyone has a good day!!!