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JEAN-MARIE  best selling author ✎ — aesthete + poetess + femme — @rootsoftheresilient is out now! click the link to purchase ↯ — © all work is my own ✍🏼 — 🌹

my mom threw me a surprise party for my book launch, today! 😭 it was so sweet and all her friends came with their books for me to sign! a warm up for my signing on june 29th, i guess? 🧐😂


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for a very long time i’ve censored myself. for a very long time i’ve held an immense amount of pain within me, in fear that they’d be angry. in fear that they’d yell at me. in fear that the fights would last until the next day, if they found out that i had told the truth. there’s a lot i haven’t told, and a lot i won’t be able to tell for a very long time. i still have that fear inside of me — i’m still scared to go home, only to get yelled at for a misunderstanding someone read within a poem. i’m still scared that one day i’ll say the wrong thing and they’ll never talk to me again, i’m still scared to show them my writing — but what am i supposed to do with all of this hurt? what am i supposed to do with all of these violent memories? for so long i’ve held so much inside of me, but after i published roots of the resilient, i realized — if my truth offends you — perhaps you’ve done wrong. i realized that what’s happened has happened — and if you deny the truth, or if you are angered by it — then that’s a problem i cannot fixed. i’ve been told to ‘stop writing’ about certain things — but if my writing heals, why should i stop? why should i put my healing, my recovery and my closure on hold for you to stay comfortable? i’m tired of living a censored life. change has come — and this time it’s good. •





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thank you for letting my words inspire you so much that you etched them atop a mountain, @tink4656 you ARE resilient. thank you for being my light 🖤



Roots of the Resilient is 10% off! Link in bio to purchase 🌹



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Pulchritude & Soul’s eBook is available on Amazon for just $5 🖤 all you have to do is download the kindle app and it’s yours! Link in bio to purchase 🌹 •

make sure to check my story for info about my upcoming book signing! 🖤






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I just announced the date for my BOOK SIGNING! Check my story for more info!! _

@denden33 ‘s pics of my book 🖤 I know I posted these on my story when my book first launched but I cannot get enough of them! Get you a man that knows your aesthetic 🤣



& I know y’all might be wondering what’s up with the copies with no border — they’re my proof copies! I have quite the story for them LOL. I had scheduled a photoshoot for my book back in the beginning of may but I forgot to order the books for the shoot on amazon. (I know.) By the time I realized and logged in to order — shipping would’ve taken 4 days. It was two days before the shoot. I ordered these from an express company and I got all ten bound upside down and backwards. they sent me ANOTHER TEN COPIES of my book bound correctly, and now I’m stuck w 20 rough drafts of Roots of the Resilient. This is my life. 😭 I’ve only been able to use them that one day, but since, I’ve gutted them and I’m starting to art things with my poems. I’ll show y’all soon 🌹











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a very raw and personal poem from #rootsoftheresilient. for the majority of my life I’ve struggled with body dysmorphic disorder — a disorder in which skews your view of your *actual appearance.* Every time I see myself, I look different. It’s not like I’m an entire different person each time, I know what my general structure looks like — but every time I see myself, it’s skewed. I’ve spent years being unsure of my identity and physical image, and as you can imagine it’s made quite an impact on my life. Some days I’d stress over my calorie count, worrying about where it was gonna go and how it’d effect the hollows of my cheeks — or I’d spend days comforting myself in every form of carbs, fats and lipids. I eventually stopped wearing makeup because each day I’d have to contour what I thought what I different version of my face — the anxiety I had/have when looking in the mirror for so long has eaten me alive. I either avoid mirrors or stop in every one I see in attempts to find similarities I saw in the last one. I could never see what everyone else did. I don’t know how to react to being called “pretty,” and I was never offended when I was told that I was “ugly,” because it didn’t matter. All I ever wanted was to be able to see the same version of me — and if it was ugly, it’s better than not knowing at all. I’ve never spoken to anyone about it, not even while I was in therapy, because it’s either taken lightly or as a joke. But like every other mental disorder, #BDD is serious, and valid. What I’ve learned throughout the struggle is that although it never gets easier, it helps to care for yourself. It helps to have hope, in any form. Slowly but surely I’m starting not to care about it. Some days these feelings swallow me whole, but I remind myself that with each day that passes, I come closer to some sort of recovery — even if it’s merely a drop in the ocean. 🌿
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how I’m tryna be

wish it was this nice out today


if yesterday you were silent
tomorrow you’ll be silent too

swallow every bit of pride
you have wedged
in the back of your throat,

spit up
your ego

let me hear your voice
allow me to partake in this journey
through your vessel —

let me hear your voice.

tell me —
what is
your truth? •
from page 60 of #rootsoftheresilient 🌿

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excerpt from Roots of the Resilient 🖤
this poem is for all the men in my life that’ve questioned why I was so hesitant, or why I was so scared. this is for every man who couldn’t understand why every time I was touched, I flinched. this is for every man that took a piece of me and then asked why I’m so broken. this is for every man that’s ever felt entitled to any part of me, this is for every man that doesn’t understand why women are afraid of them. so, boys? read it — and attempt to comprehend. •
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today, I want you guys to envision your future. the future that YOU want for yourselves. I want you to tell me your dreams — tell me where you wanna go, tell me what you wanna see. tell me how you’re gonna try and make it happen. tell me why what you want to do ISNT impossible. tell me in the comments. as always I’ll respond 🗣 this is an exercise I use whenever i feel all too much — this is how I try and ground myself back to the earth when my head is all up in the clouds. I want you to use your voice & get used to using it.
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