Nature loves courage. You make that commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under it, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really understood the alchemist gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering it's a feather bed.