Of late, I have just been sitting watching people repeat their patterns of control and attention seeking. Random how most of us and I've been super guilty of this in the past cant just enjoy the moments life brings without making them all about themselves.
I believe in using a handbrake in these situations so I see what they are trying to trigger in me. Usually its my fixer ways and its helped me grow and see you can't judge people for who they are or for the unconscious behaviour but you definitely don't need to react-act or allow them to dictate your forward movement. If they want to throw their toys out of their pram and stay in that tired old pattern then you got to leave them to it. Be it family or friends if you are worth something to them they will look at this behaviour of theirs eventually and see this no longer works and hopefully grow themselves. Hopefully is the word as most people love to suffer for sufferings sake. Alas.
The last few weeks I've cut out alcohol, weed, painkillers, chocolate, junk food, butter, and started a healthy regime. I feel hopeful and good in myself, I'm cutting my crutches and standing out in the world of nature and life again, it's been rather humbling and rewarding in a connected way.
Whatever happens I'll flow with it if I wants me to. Aye.
Life is too short to stay in the same pattern forever. I'm glad for the last three years now I've begun a new wave. My wave. Also a great soundgarden song 'My wave' is.
The summer is here. Go find all the fruits of the last year's labours.
I've been tasting some of mine and they are rather nice 😊
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