My head is throbbing from crying the past 24 hours, I truly don't believe my heart has ever experienced this much pain & grief... I never knew it was possible for the human heart to feel such a deep sadness. Abby Sam, I could write you a series of novels that expressed what you meant to me + the joy you brought to my life but I still don't think it'd be enough to accurately express just what you were to me. You were my companion everywhere I went, a pillow to cry on, a bestfriend I told everything to, my joy when I had none, the light when I couldn't see it, and most of all the most consistent love I have ever experienced in my whole life. My heart has shattered a million times over knowing I won't get to see you anymore when I go visit mom and dad but it brings me peace knowing I get to see you again one day & that you'll be waiting for me up there when it's my time. I can't wait to see you again Abs; you were and are my everything. Just know I love you more than you love Doritos & your Chewbacca. I'm standing on the fact that yesterday wasn't goodbye, it was just a "see you later" 💛 soon enough we'll be reunited again with endless adventures ahead of us. I love you my Abby Girl.