☕️Note To Self: 6:27 a.m. ☕️ I'm lying down on my couch at 6:00 a.m. scrolling through Instagram. As I'm scrolling I see that one of my favorite YouTubers/Social Media Star has posted a picture. Of course I like it, but something told me to do a little stalking, so I did.
Once I clicked on her name, I immediately starting going through her pictures. For some reason, almost regretting it. She was beautiful. Scratch that, she 'is' beautiful. She has come such a long way. From how she started... to how she looks. "I want to be like her", I told myself. "I want to look like her", I rephrased. When I said that, I found myself judging and comparing myself to others again. I don't like that. I don't like how I look in the mirror. I don't like how I look in my clothes. I don't like how I constantly bully myself when I know I can do something about it. I don't like that I know I'm not happy with myself, but I always put on a show for everyone.
6:27 a.m. is when I realized that it's time to make a change. For real this time. I can't make others happy when I know I'm not. I can't suck my stomach in or wear a waist trainer everywhere I go anymore. I have to do what's best for me. I have to love myself again.
If you don't like something about yourself and it's been seriously bothering you for years, then change it. Do something about. Don't wait. Don't go living the rest of your life regretting something you wish you did. -Jenx