Hi. You might've noticed I've been off the grid for a good few months. It's a bit too much to get into here, but for now I'll just say that a series of circumstances aligned all at once to fully knock me on my ass and into the scariest depression of my life.. while also being pregnant. I'm not fully out of it yet, but the worst is over for now. @wallpaper has walked through every step of this with me with an impossible level of patience and compassion, reminding me that I was stronger and braver than I felt. Somehow we are coming out of this with an even bigger love than before.
Laura Junior shows up in approximately six weeks and as far as we can tell is healthy and bouncy and happy as hell. Hopefully she'll get @wallpaper's beautifully balanced brain chemistry, but even if she does get mine, she is going to have one fiercely loving team supporting her.